oooo.. I forgot to blog for a long time.. yes. I FORGOT. There had been too many things i needed to do. I had been busy in school.

Especially the coming week(s)! Finals is coming.. T_T I need to do good especially in Math. ^^
CAD and Draw finals have not been that easy. Analysis of the image has taken a big part of my exam time.. T_T But CAD is easier than Draw. hehe.

Currently...
I'm here in the school library. haha.. I can blog.. ^^< anyway, i still have practice for P.E. finals at 2pm so i have to go.. see yah! ^^

bad day

i hate this day! i hate this day! i HATE this day! i REALLY REALLY HATE this day! I REALLY REALLY HATE THIS DAY! THINGS REALLY PISS ME OFF! >:I

first, our neighbors at the back are so soo insensitive about their d*mned fallen trees. the heck! the branches and the trunks are leaning in our roof and water tank! man! the leaves are stuck on our roof's the gutter. And on the left side of our backyard, the BIG and LOONNG leaves of their coconut tree are falling on our property!

second, my sister. yes. (i'm sorry.. but she's included) i asked her to buy a card at SM 'cause i don't want to buy at Ulep's cause they're so mean and unprofessionals(they live for money). i waited for Ate til evening! but when she was home, she didn't buy a card. she should have informed me earlier so i didn't waste time waiting for her.

third, ooooooh. i'm so hungry! I didn't eat from 12-8pm. And when it's dinner time.. i don't like the meal.. T_T

fourth, Jam, my my childhood friend and classmate til hhighschool, borrowed my Scientific calculator yesterday. I lend her but first, i made a CLEAR AND SIMPLE CONDITION that she should return it Friday afternoon or night(that's tonigh) cause I need it for tomorrow. man! as usual, she didn't returned it until my sister called her to return what she borrowed(my dad asked Ate to call cause i'm so so hot-headed).

fifth, a while ago, i bought a card from Ulep's (i have no choice, i really need it). I saw her face! grr.. you know guys, she and her husband are not good business partners.. they used to rent a space in our commercial lot, but then, after several months they ended the transaction without prior notice! hell, momma could have file a case on the court against them if the deal has a contract. actually, it's indeed very very ok for momma for them to leave cause they are so hard and kuripot when it comes to 'money', they always say they didn't earn much even if they did.

sixth, i saw my score in quiz 2 (chemistry lec). i only got 56 out of 100. hooh..felt bad.. anyway, i found the topic hard cause it's a self-study (we lacked time for discussion in class) anyway, it's enough.. i got 92 out of 96 on the first quiz naman eh.. at least my average grade so far is passing. thank you god.

by-the-by, i want to extend my sorries to momma and dadi for being so so so hooott-headed tonight. sorry. :) and to you, my special and beloved reader and passer-by for giving you a shock in my post.. oops, but don't think that i'm always ill-tempered.. these(hot-headed days) seldom happen.

oh, i'm okay now.. ^^,

i watched the movie 'Robots' for the second time.. and i want to share to you, my fellow, the quote in the movie...

"You can shine no matter of what you are made of."

since i feel better now, oh... I LOVE LIFE! :0

What to blog? Can't think...

http://www.mindistortion.net/pocketemo/?data=2-1-3-3-0-1-1-1-1&name=x-n-y

hmm.. this is the pocket emo.. I named it after "him" but it doesn't look like "him". "He" is not an emo. haha.

*July 6*

Aww.. it's my birthday.. ooh, my birthday was kinda.. weird.. haha... i really felt strange.. cause people greeted me.. hehe.. unlike before.. adik! haha.

But one thing made me sad.. those whom i expected to greet me on my birthday had forgotten that it was my birthday. :[
LESSON: Don't expect. Expectations hurt.


Thank God Kuya Don was there to lessen my burden.. (haha. the drama)

We went to SM Manila.. We waited for Ate.. We strolled and ate at McDonald's! hehe.. It's my treat... It was supposed to be kuya Don's treat.. but i insist.. cause it's my birthday then! haha..


until here muna.. til next time..

Back-to-school again

~June 13, 2007~
back-to-school again.. but everything is new!

*new environment
*new uniform
*new lessons (worse, harder lessons..?)
*new faces (classmates, schoolmates, etc.)
*new FRIENDS!

By the way, this is our group pic.. (campus tour..) They are some of my female classmates and friends..

Classroom: 45 students= 18 females + 27 males
It's normal to have a large male population.. because Engineering is taken up mostly by males..

Oh, classes are tuesday -saturday.. either 7am-12pm or 8am-1pm.. have my P.E. classes every thursday.. 3-5 T_T.. P.E.: Fitness! haha..

I and my classmate were supposed to join the Cheering Squad but our scheds have conflicts cause we have saturday classes...

So far, I am enjoying my new 2nd home, UST.. hehe...

Viva El Tomasino!
Taas-noo Tomasinong Inhinyero!

back to cavite

And now we're home again!

I missed my pc and other stuffs.. but I loved staying in Bulacan because cousins are there! haha..

oh, btw.. About my cuz's friend I met.. hmmm.. He's nice.. and has a nice smile.. and beautiful eyes... waw! In fairness, we have the same eyes ..(na-ah, I'm not sayig my eyes are beautiful..) He looks like my kuya Paul(cousin--father side). aun.

He is so bait and everything! haha.. he always help me in washing the dishes. he is really fun to be with..


and so? la lng.. just sharing.. haha.. ^^,)

bout Lola Tase?? we'll She's already in heaven.. thanks to those who prayed for her.. I will surely miss Lola.. :(

Well, the burial and the funeral was ok.. I went to her burial everytime I'm done doing household chores (in my Tita's house).

I didn't finish the funeral blahblah.. 'cause I was not feeling well eh.. terrible headache.. because of heat! aww..

we went home(Cavite) around 5 pm.

Ala lng..

til next time..

no updates..

didn't upd8 for so long..

I'm not at home..

currently here in Bulacan.. My granny died.. :(

aww..

see yah soon pipol..


P.S. ATE AICA..
I gotta change your linkie as soon as I got home..

lovelots..

god bless..

btw, I met a guy.. He is cuz mike's friend..

nothing..

bye!

survey

The Rules:
- Don't change your top 4 FIRST.
- Be completely honest (within reason)

List your top 4
1. xanjay
2. don
3. dimples
4. ate..haha.

Are you older than your 2nd person?
# noooo

Have you gotten "sexual " with your 1st
person?
# WAW!

If you were to go to Disney world would
you take number 3?
# yup!! partners in kakulitan ata kami!

If you were crying would the 1st cheer
you up?
# shiguro...

If you found out that 2 nd 4 were going
out what would you do?
# aba? bkit hindi nila ako isasama?
haha.. di pwede.. magpapari ung isa eh!

Have you hugged anyone in your top 4?
# lahat sila except 1st! huhu!

How long have you known 4?
# all my life.

Who have you known the longest?
# ate.

Who have you known the least?
# xanjay.. :(-- love! waaah!

Who did you hang out with Last?
# si ate. T_T

Who did you talk to on IM with last?
# don

Have you ever kissed anyone on your top
4, if so, who?
# lahat.. except 1st.. huhu.. sayang! joke!

Has 2 ever spent the night at your
house?
# hmm.. oo? pero umuwi din siya ng
madaling araw.. hindi nkmi natulog..
nagkwentuhan.. inistorbo ako sa research
ko noon! haha.

When was the last time you talked to 3?
# May 13?? sta.. bago siya pumunta ng
states..

Do you love anyone on your top four?
# love ko silang lahat! pero ung nasa
1st.. love na love kuu.. love of mii
life! waaaahhhhh... wag kayo maingay ha?!!

days withouth him

... dun like to blog..

Days are the same and seem not moving without him...

miss him.. so much.. :(

visual dna and fiesta

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waw. this is my visualDNA.. got this from ate May's.. ^^,

xxx

Didn't blog this weekend.. why? busy for fiesta..
gotta post pics sooner.. ^^,
well.. I joined the Karakol. wah.. they forced me to do so! T_T

9:++pm
I went over Jam's house to get Ate's cp charger..

waw... I was surprised.. Mii 'x and y' (oh, my love) was there! He, friends and jam's dad were wsitting around the table. waha.

Kiko asked me quetsions (nothing important).. then.. I walked on my way home..then.. HE (mii 'x and y') called my name.. smiled and said 'hi'..

waw..

his song

"I'll be here awhile... ain't going nowhere.. I'll be here awhile.."

I'm listening to his song.. again and again... hope you can hear his song..

Days are not moving without him. I am so sad. :(

without him= depression

waha.. pano ba 'to? ang lungkot pag wala siya.. (hehehe..) grabe, dinadaan ko na nga lang sa tawa eh.. pagbigyan niyo na ako, minsan lang to..

Last night, saw his mom.. at the HQ.. ai, I felt quite happy.. hehe.. "quite" 'cause only HE can make me happy.. toink! joke! joke!

Actually, I love his mom na rin.. and I think.. (think lang ha.. based on his mom's actions) she could like me.. haha.. ching! the problem is.. HE doesn't like me.. (hehe..) But I dunno why his friends tease me everytime we are together or everytime we are on the same place.. or whatever.. whenever..

Ayoko naman mag-"feeling" pero.. umaasa pa rin..(haha, asa na lang ako!) malay natin...

wish and pray and hope.. haiii... :(

ELECTION

aii.. super! I have not updated for a long time cause I've been busy for the election. shocks!

WARNING: ALL WRITTEN HERE IS CERTIFIED TRUE. NO PART OF THIS POST IS EXAGGERATED.

There was a POLITICAL HARASSMENT. The camp of this actor politician (a senator, do you know who? his family is known to be polygamous) bought votes and forced people to pledge their loyalty to the party. For example, his brother(mayoral candidate) lost in a precinct, those who pledge will be hurt or killed.

Know what, they even harassed the leaders of his opponent. so damned bad!

Then, when counting started, the actor senator came with his SWAT TEAM. di ba there's a gun ban? and, take note, someone heard what he said. hmm.. they had this dirty plan. I won't tell what.

When counting was done, almost in all precincts, his(the actor senator) brother won. huh. then they hold all the precincts which his opponent won.

Bale, ung mga Election returns na panalo ung kalaban nitong naghaharass at nandarayang kandidato, huli dinala sa munisipyo. di ba madaya? manood kayo, pinapalabas sa news to.

I'm not afraid because I am telling the truth. I am not afraid because I want change in our place. I want to raise up this "being damned" place form this hell politics. especially the youth, most of the youth here have been involved in drugs and other vices. and take note! bata sila nung mandarayang kandidato. diba? look how pathetic our place is!

but I'm not losing hope! Every morning since election is a new hope for me. I still believe that from all the harassment and every evil doings, good and truth will still prevail. God will help us.

TO ALL: PLEASE, I AM ASKING FOR YOUR PRAYERS. PRAYER WILL SAVE THE PEOPLE OF BACOOR. ALWAYS REMEMBER, DO NOT THINK FOR YOUR OWN SAKE ONLY! CARE FOR EVERYBODY! THANKS. GOD BLESS US ALL.

A walk to remember

When you see my eyes
Does your heart receive these words in mind
When you close your eyes
Do you see me and these dreams I hide?
If I could steal one thing
I would grab your heart and make it mine



A walk to remember

Yesterday's campaign was indeed a walk to remember.

We (he and me) walked together all through out the campaign. We talked with each other. (malamang, eh alangan namang kausapin namin ung mga matatanda dba? hehe.) We just talked about the things happenning and a little about ourselves. hehe..

He don't have a cap nor an umbrella, eh it's so hot. I have both so I gave him my umbrella. Then he hold the umbrella for me though I keep on saying I don't want to use it.

Mii: "Uy, sige na, kaw na lang magpayong.."
He: "Hindi, ayos lang.. para ano.. basta.."

para ano kaya un? haha.
nyway, when we passed by to their street, ayun, kung anu-ano pinagtuturo at pinagkwekwento.

Then, we saw our common friends. They teased him. hala na.. hehe..

Waah. I can't write the whole story 'cause words are coming too fast in my mind everytime I reminisce it. haha.

The "kilig" part there was when he introduced me to her mother. haha.. (mei pakilig-kilig part pa ako eh?)

Well, my dad knows his mom naman eh. And actually, they are both there! But they left the two of us in the crowd 'cause they are too busy..


Sana maulit muli?? (parang telenovela to ah?)


isoolovehim..

campaign

ai, House-to-house campaign of candidate Blue is supposed to start at 8am this morning. But the governor has called an emergency meeting so it is moved at 1pm. (ooh, so hot!)

Dad and companions are too busy preparing for the campaign. haha.

Dunno if this is an advantage or disadvantage... Dad wants me to go with the group in their house-to-house campaign..

Disadvantage: it's so hot. gee, sun burns.. T_T

Advantage: x__j__ is there.. waah.. oh so love!


too nervous..

After the house-to-house, the political rally. I am required to attend. huhu.. "He" is also required to attend! haha.. yey!

Bless you all!

fairytale

Fairytale or God-answered prayer

May 2, 2007, 8:00pm - Maybe this is the very moment I have never thought I will have. It feels like going to dreamland.

At exactly 8pm, the doorbell rang. I opened the door and there was him!( romantic music enter) My heart beat fast. It really unexpected.

He started to talk,"Nasan daddy mo?" (Where's your dad?) toink!(music stop) Sayang hindi ako ang kailangan!

"Ay, la po b dun sa kabila?" ("is he not there?" pointing at a direction) , I said.

He replied, "Wala siya dun eh." (He is not there, eh)

I answeres, "aahh.. hindi ko na po alam." (Ahh, I don't know)

"ah, ok, bigay mo na lang to ha? Wag mo sabihin kahit kanino" (ok, just give this to him, don't tell this to anyone ok?), he said.

I smiled and said, "Uy, sa Friday po ah...." (on Friday, ha)

"Ah, oo, anong date ba un?" (What date is that?)he asked.

I answered, "May 4"

"Ah, oo. san ba un?" (yes, where will it be held?),he queried again.

"Baka po sa covered court.." (maybe in the covered court), I said.

"Ah, ok. sige.. uy, hwag mo ipakita kahit kanino yan ha?" (ok, sure. hey, don't show that to anyone ok?" he said.

"ok. sige po. thank you" I answered.

He went home. And the smile on my face never left since he came. (haha. corny noh?)

It was really unexpected to see him. I was just thinking of him, then there he came. Though he came for my dad and not for me, at least I had the chance to talk to him. I feel like I am in a fairytale or I can't believe that it is reality and not a dream.. or it's just simply like this---God really answers prayers.

Oh my, such an unforgettable moment for me. (childish ba? sorry ha.. hehe..)

I wonder if we will come together on Friday night.. Pray that we will come together!! please.. *wink* haha. 'Cause we will attend a meeting on Friday night. why us? because we are the appointed representatives of the youth in our own respective places. hai.. how i wish..

Only Reminds Me Of You

I see you, beside me
It's only a dream
A Vision of what used to be
The laughter, the sorrow
Pictures in time
Fading to memories

pre-chorus:
How could I ever let you go?
Is it too late to let you know?

Chorus:
I try to run from your side
But each place I hide
only reminds me of you
When i turn out all the lights
Even the night
only reminds me of you

Verse 2:
I needed my freedom
That’s what I thought
But I was a fool to believe
My heart lied when you cried
Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to see

pre-chorus:
Everything we’ve been through before
Now it means so much more

...
Only you...

Bridge
So come back to me
I'm down on my knees
Girl can’t you see...


How could I ever let you go
Is it too late too late to let you know


..only reminds me of you..

just posted this song because.. I remember him.. x__j__. haha. so funny. so crazy. falling too fast. honestly I hate what I feel but I love him. oh so confusing. lah.

Can't stop thinking of him since April 14, 2007. Heart can't stop beating for him since April 25, 2007.

Is it going way too fast? haha.

April 25, 2007

I went to a Youth meeting for the coming election. I was alone because my daddy needs to go home early to check the business blahblah.

I was looking at the attendance sheet. then I suddenly saw his name on the registration. My eyes grew bigger. heart beats fast! gee. Look around. There he is at the back! he smiled at me with his cute eyes. hooh. calm down. calm down.

Then I went home with him cause my daddy told him to go home with me. haha. too lucky. He is nice. He is gentle. woohoo. what's happening to me?

I had a little talk with him (too bad, can't speak in front of him. haha). then a vehicle playing that song passed by.

When we reached SM Bacoor to ride a cab on the way to Jollibee molino, he sung that song beside me. (waah, stop it. i fall for you. hate it.)

At Jollibee Molino, (saddest part) We separated ways. He asked me "Ano, kaya mo na mag-isa? uwi ka na ba? kasi ako, uuwi na ko dun sa amin" (if i can manage to go home alone) waah.. can't say anything. I just smiled and nodded. huhu. I even failed to say thank you!

I can't really speak! waah.. Am I too guilty? haha.

gee,I'm so whatever! I just wasted that only chance of being with him alone! haha. I haven't had his num cause I really really can't speak!!!

waah. though he lives on the same place, I hardly see him! *cry* And if ever i see him pass, can't speak with him cause he's with he's friends. *too shy* haha.

aww. :(

come, let's support miranda. T_T

Just a while ago, 3 men came over our house. They were the ex-fellows of my grandpa in politics. Haha.

Here is the conversation,

Them: asks me to whom we gave our supports.

Mii: "To mayor *Blue* po." smile at them and asked, "why? how about you?" (haha. what a question!)

Them: "kay vice mayor *Red*"

Mii: "ooooh.. Ah, so your mayor is *Yellow*? "

Them:"oo. dun na tayo kay *Red* sana, para sama-sama!"

Mii: frowns as if i'm thinking. haha.

Them: "Leader ba si Daddy mo sa kabila?"

Mii: "Ai, i dunno eh. *laughs*" actually I know. hihi.

Them: A, natanong lang namin. nag-ooffice ba papa mo?

Mii: "Now? no, he went somwhere a while ago. He will be back this afternoon." (haha, i know your plans!)

Them: "Oh cge, balik na lang kami. nakita lang namin si lolo mo kaya napadaan lang kami."

Mii: "ooooooh... Thank you po!"

Them: "Thank you rin! Balik na lang kami.."

Mii: talks to myself "wag na, lam ko gagawin niyo eh" haha..

For those who can't understand: Red, Blue, and Yellow are just code names for the politicians. don't want to mention their names eh. You might think that this is non-sense but this is politics in our place. Just sharing. It's up to you if you catch up the real or hidden meaning of this post. :)

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Ai, super headache. I really don't feel well. Mama said that it is because of heat.

*Goes back to the room and opens the aircon. Then sleeps.*

Catch you later.

_xmarvic

justice for julia campbell!

Ms. Julia Campbell- an angel sent from above..

Shared blessings to the lowly. Surely she had bring a piece of heaven to the Filipinos. Reached out in all the ways she could.

Sad to say, her mission has ended. But for sure, she'd finished her journey greatly and would receive the rewards of heaven.

I pray that there will be JUSTICE.

*what could have happened to her? who could have killed her? why? I was really depressed to hear the news about her. aww. Even though I said to myself that I will not think about her anymore, I can't help it. :(

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Prose.. speaking of prose.. My prose collection is with kuya chi. haha. He texted me yesterday. He asked why his name has an 'x'. I replied "because you piss me off. haha. joke.. :)"

Lately, I was not talking that much with Mama and Dadi.. Honestly, I felt bad when Mama disagreed to buy me a new fonie though I said that I will pay her monthly. I was angry because I don't ask much gifts or whatever from them (that's why I suggested to the fonie it monthly), then I'm just asking for that deal she disagreed. I hate it because when Ate entered her 4th yr. in high school, Mama got her a plan from Globe. After her graduation, Dadi bought her a camera phone. Then Ate got a new camera fonie on her 18th birthday. Last December, when thefts came to our house and took all the fonies (except mine, cause it's under my pillow), Mama agreed to Ate's deal to buy her a new fonie.It's so unfair. When I entered 4th yr., no gift from them. When I graduated, still, no gift from them. Luckily, I didn't lost my fonie.:(

This doesn't mean that I am that materialistic. You may see a lot of things in my wish list (It's not many, actually an most of it is affordable and free!), but most of it is what I am saving for. (except for the laptop. but i need it for my CAD) And I don't ask PSP from them. Because I won't be needing it that much. The mp4? hah, though i have a mp3, I want to buy a mp4 from my own money.

Enough of this. I don't tink about it anymore. Haha. I just opened and closed the topic.

I'm not feeling well, head aches, flu. aww. It sucks.