Life is a soap opera

lately, i've been experiencing some(or should i say "many"?) turndowns in my life. (man, i'm getting dramatic!)

I suddenly lost my communication with "him"... and i dunno why and i dunno when i will see "him" again.

It's really hard to accept those changes especially when it happened in a sudden and when things are not yet clear.

It's really hard to adjust but i need to.

don't want to talk about it this time for i don't wanna stress myself...
maybe i can share this one day.. maybe tomorrow or next week...... whenever i feel to..

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since it is our semestral break and it is local elections period, i busy myself by helping my dad in his campaign and by advising and managing the campaign of a youth council. I'm happy doing it.

wait.. i'll be back later.. gotta go back to school for my sched!

What to blog? Can't think...

http://www.mindistortion.net/pocketemo/?data=2-1-3-3-0-1-1-1-1&name=x-n-y

hmm.. this is the pocket emo.. I named it after "him" but it doesn't look like "him". "He" is not an emo. haha.

*July 6*

Aww.. it's my birthday.. ooh, my birthday was kinda.. weird.. haha... i really felt strange.. cause people greeted me.. hehe.. unlike before.. adik! haha.

But one thing made me sad.. those whom i expected to greet me on my birthday had forgotten that it was my birthday. :[
LESSON: Don't expect. Expectations hurt.


Thank God Kuya Don was there to lessen my burden.. (haha. the drama)

We went to SM Manila.. We waited for Ate.. We strolled and ate at McDonald's! hehe.. It's my treat... It was supposed to be kuya Don's treat.. but i insist.. cause it's my birthday then! haha..


until here muna.. til next time..

from past till now...

from past till now..
memories comes alive.
they linger on my mind.
if only i can bring back the time...
but it's too late..
they are just memories......of the past.

APRIL 8, 2007

Easter Sunday. Happy Easter!

anyway, i have a letter for my kuyaness- kuya don and kuya chi! happy 1st friendship anniversary. haha. if u still remember.

April 11, 2007

aww. today my classmate will go to Batangas!! i am supposed to go with them but Mom didn't allow me because i'm already going to Baguio on the 27th for the national concention of Squirettes of Mary Immaculate. It will be additional expense if i will go to Batangas. :)

oh, i forgot to say.. 1-D also have a reunion today!! hehe..

by the way. i miss blogging. haha. but i'm lazy to blog. my pc is too slow. hehe.

ahn-young!