kubo...

kubo sa tapat ng bahay namin.. hehe.. la lng... :D

funny easter..

Many things happened this black saturday... in our church..i went to the church saturday night... para sa Blessing of FIRE (celebration of easter)... eun..gwabeh.. and daming tao.. unahan sa pagpasok sila sa simbahan... xempre d ako nakikipag-unahan xe kami nga ung pumipigil sa mga tao..ang dami ngang pasaway eh... sigawan ba naman kami..
marami kayang nakaktawang nangyari.. una, nung offertory, usher kami dun sa mei altar.. tas natawa ko xe mei sumabit na mga dahon dun sa damit nung pari (hehe.. bad ko.. pinagtawanan ko)..tas isa pang nakaktawang nangyari.. ung lay minister, nung mgblebless ng holy water.. lang lumalabas na water... sta... tas eto.. grabeh... mei fireworks xe nun.. tas ung isang kwitis, bumagsak sa kubo sa simbahan...waahhh!!! nagsindi ung kubo!!! grabeh.. tas c Tita Joy, kinuha ung hose.. tas binigay ba namn sa akin.. eh di ako ung pumatay sa apoy.. maliit lng namn ung apoy eh.. grabeh.. d ko akalaing nagawa ko un..hehe.. tawa cla eh...
ayy.. mei pasok na ulit bukas.. okei lng.. makikita ko na namn cla!! :D

waiting for nothing

on a windy night
waiting for her/his reply
my phone beeped twice
i thought it's her/him, but no it's not

hours had passed and i'm still waiting
but it seems he/she doesn't want to talk to me
and i think i'm being a paranoid
he's/she's numb you'll see

why am i like this?
i keep on pushing myself to him/her
yes, i know i have to stop
but for me, there's no way out

oh, what is this i am feeling?
everytime i see him/her with somebody
feels like my heart is bleeding
and i don't know what's the remedy

is this love or infatuation?
or maybe all of these are just my illusions
with all of my frustrations
i can't find any solutions

time is running
cold wind is still blowing
it's getting late
but i told myself i'll wait

but i'm waiting for nothing
he/she forgot about me
and that's one of the saddest thing
that ever happened to me

i'm sorry... ='(

around 7pm..

I'm atthe office of my dad... sa may bilyaran namin... My dad is not there.. he went biking (kahit madilim na..) kaya ako bantay ng bilyaran namin...

Wala akong magawa kaya nagsulat me ng poem while listening to the radio... tas biglang pinatugtog ung UNWELL ng matchbox20... la lng.. naalala ko lng mga pinaggagagawa ko kpg mag-isa lngako... kinakausap ko sarili ko...
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tsaka ko na lng ipopost ung poem xe kulng pa ng stanza.. tas ilalagay ko na KUNG FOR WHOM iyon.. ayan ha.. :)

wei... masayang malungkot ako.. hehe..

sana bumisita ult c ate mich d2..

saya xe c ATE MICH nagreply sa short note ko... she visited my blog daw.. so sad na nabad3p xa.. xe feel nya sya daw ung pinoproblema ko... Ate MICH, hindi po kayo problem ko... dba cnabi ko na yan sa reply ko knina... eh, hnsi namn sya isangproblema para sa akin eh.. and hinding hindi sya magiging problema...ate Mich...ket ndi nyo po cnulatan ung mei "UR TURN" na paper?? nd.. sta.. ung cnabi ko seu sa note ko..tinapon nyo lng ata eh// :'( hope you read this ATE MICH....

it hurts for me to see *___* with sum1.. xe prang.... how i wish ako ung ksama nya.. hehe... xe c friend kong toh.. miss ko na talaga.. hayy.... mei ibibigay nga sana ako sa kanya nung tym na un.. eh nung nkita ko xa ksama c ano... eh di wala na.. ndi ko na bnigay tas ang masama, natapon ko... dahil sa selos.. nyek????!!!!!! hndi.. joke... aww....

a busy holy week.. ayy.. kahit gusto kong umattend ng activities(xe nkaduty kme ngeung holy week sa church.. kme ni mrs. V) sa church nmin.. ndi ko magagawa xe mei practice kme sa Musical Play sa english.. ayy.. hirap.. salamat talga kei nica.... laki ng tulong nya...

uhh.. i'm sick..

eiow.. eun.. gwabeh.. hirap magsalita xe mei RUNNY NOSE ako.. ilong ko tumatakbo.. harharr.. nde masama xe pkiramdam ko.. gwabeh....

hayy.. holy week na.... pero busy pa rin dami school works... grabeh.. ge.. gang dito lng post ko ngeun xe sama talaga pakiramdam ko... ge... zzzz......

loads of work... and problems?? and.. future...

summer is near... pero dami png gagawin.. wahhh..

Bio- mei research and take-home tests, tas records pa pla ng activities, outputs.. etc..
Social - notes (kabanata 10-15) monday submission
Chem- (wuuhh special.. grr.. hehe) mei research din tas lapit na perio d2 (dalawang perio pa nman kukunin ko kei mRs. s!oc)
English - musical play (wahh.. grabeh..as in)
Tech- mei research kami (madalian yan..)
Filipino - Bookreport...pro dali lng toh!!

mei kulang pa ata...

sta.. kaya kahit Holy Week na, BUSY pa rin... harr... conflict sa time.. pano na eung church activties??

anoh pa ba??

ahh eun... tama.. eto..

well, my dad has a problem... maxadong personal (sa work nia..) xe maraming gus2ng pumalit sa pwes2 nia..(ewan ko kung bkit.. maganda ba pwes2 ng dad ko?? harharr..) eun.. tas bkit kaya ganun? mei mga taong tinutulungang na nga cla, tas cla pa mag-bebetray seu?? ganun xe gnawa ng isang tao ni dad (matapos nyang tulungang magkatrabaho, ganun gagawin sa knya..).. eun... where are their conscience?? nyweiz.. My dad told me na hwag na lng pansinin eun mga ganung tao, pabayaan ko lng daw cla... eun.. xe knina nung malaman ko na mei prob dad ko medyo nabad3p ako(kahit na hindi ako dapat makialam...)

well, my mom told me also na juz pray for my dad... eun..

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kaninang umaga.... papuntang bakery.....

mei kumagat sa mata ko.. grabeh.. namaga left eye ko.. xe nakagat ng LANGGAM.. ang sakit....

nung mapadaan ako sa Burger Machine na nagrerent sa kabila naming LOT(lote po.. lupa..).... nkita ko mei mama... natutulog sa floor.. a big HUWATT???!!!! noh ginagawa nun dun?? bka drunken??? tama ba??

pagkagaling ko sa Bakery.... hala.. si mama.. inutusan nanaman ako.. punta daw sa mei kanto.. tas.. ganito, ganyan..

xempre napadaan na naman ako sa mei Burger Machine... hala.. nandun pa rin eung mama.. tas tinawag nung crew si Plong-Plong and Wilmen (yun xe eung name ng tanod sa amin.. waah..) eh di gnicng nla.. ayaw magcing.. as in.. tagal bago magicng...


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kninang Dinner....

i asked mama kung ano name nung relative namin na madre...

tas tinanong nya c lolo.. sabi ni lolo, Sor Constancia daw...

tas si ate tanong ako.. "magmamadre ka?" sabi ko hindi ah...

Navy gusto ko.. U.S. Navy.. tas sabi sa akin ng ate ko tumino naman daw ako.. ehh gusto ko eun eh..

tas tinanong din ako ni lolo kung ano nga kukunin ko...

sabi ko.. kung hindi ako magnanavy, POLITICS na lng.. (wahh.. xe c lolo dati bgy. captain tas c daddy, kagawad.. tas dapat ako magiging Mayor/Governor wahhahaha...)

kahit ano namn.. magbabago pa xempre isip ko.... gusto ko ring mag eng.. ah bahala na.. sta Focus muna sa studs ko ngeun...


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nung thurs pala... nagpunta si SISTER FRANCHES....

eun.. maganda namn eung lecture nya.. sbi dapat daw mei journal kami.. (xempre tungkol kei God and pakikipag-usap nmn kei God..) eun.. kaya gagawa ako... ehehe...

when ur too LUCKY nga naman...>*_*< ---> dizzy..

am so LUCKYYYYY..... as in.. sa kabaligtaran... xe malas talaga ako.... hirs what happen...

ENGLISH time: nagbunutan kung sino mauuna sa play... i'm the leader of our group pa.. nahh.. last week nabunot ko MUSICAL PLAY ---> hirap na! tas kanina pinagdasal ko talaga na hwag 1 ung mabunot ko.. tas nabunot ko, number 1, grabe.. our group will be the first one to perform.. malas ko talaga.. la pa nga ko maisip na story eh... (help naman po sana diyan....) hayy.. cguro cnubukan lng ako ni GOD... maybe He's challenging me to know if i'm that responsible... hayy.. la nman akong magagawa.. andyan na eh.. well, I'll take his challenge.. (warrior soul.. harharr...)

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just visited nica's blog... hehe.. la lng... stig ung blog is nica xe nandun eung name ko, marese (CHOKE lng po!!!) la lng.. :) nica is a nice person..

uyy.. c kuya JAYKEE, nakausap c ate *_n__aT* kanina.. wahaha.. xe kinuha nya ung bpic ko nung pre-school ako.. as in.. ayaw niya ibalik.. tas nakuha ko ung wallet nya.. kaya bnigay ko kei ate *_n__at* sbi ko hwag ibgay eung wallet niya habang ndi pa bnibigay eung pic ko.. harharr.. no choice xia kaya napilitan xiang ibalik un pic ko... wehe...

kanina pala.. hinatid ko cla A.B., paje, ash and bianx palabas ng building.. tas..
while walking in the corridor (1st floor...) dun c kuya SONIC.. pauwi na rin.. tas nung nasa gate na xia.. nkita nya ko.. tas ngumiti.. tas biglang lumingon ulit.. nag BYE sa akin.. wahhh.. pinansin nya ako ng kusa.. wehehe... kaya namn kahit papaano eh.. swerte tong day na ito...

bout *taz*??? la naman.. eun.. nagpadala ulit ako ng post-it note sa kanya.. saying thank you... and sorry xe inaway ko xia (wahh..bad ako!).. tas mei "Take care olweiz"... eun.. wehe..

kanina b4 i go home... eh mei playing cards sa room, pinaglalaruan nila Vane.. tas sabi ko marunong ako manghula... eh di nakiRIDE namn cla.. eh di un.. c aljohn tinawag nmin.. tas ngpahula sa akin.. sabi ko mag-isip siya ng tanong answerable by Yes/No.. eh di un.. lumabas NO.. ang tinanung pala nya eh kung bakla raw ba xia... wehe...

galing pala ako ng SM southmall kanina.. xe nga dumaan ako sa picture city... nagpadevelop... tas bukas ko pa ng makukuha eh.. la lng.. tas c ate Vikka mei sakit pa rin hanggang ngeun.. kaya cnamahan xia ni mama sa doctor.. eun.. la lng..

la nman kming asigns ngeun.. test lng sa tech... eun... ndi pa pla ako nag-uupload ng pics noh?? la kc tym eh.. bka sa week-end cguro.. eun... ge.. til my next post po ulit...

replies...

la lng...

i always wish and pray to God na sana magreply xia.. but i never thought na mangyayari un.. (hehe.. gulo ko) I was surprised to see kuya jaykee holding an envelope(purple ung color..).. harrharr.. reply na pla eun ni taz.. eun.. tas binasa ko.. xempre.. harhar.. in fairness maay0s and malinis naman pagkagawa.. khit sbi nya cningit nya lng eun... well THANK YOU... 12 sheets of papers eun eh.... pero halos pare-pareho9 lng ung thought.. and lahat mei "AION" hehe.. fave expression nya ata eun eh... ang sayasaya ko talaga un.. nyek, la lng..

to KUYA JAYKEE: nako.. tama ka.. la lng.. nagpost nga ako ngayon!!! pero.. Thank you po sa lhat ng help nyo.. your the BEST... kuya!

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ngeung araw na toh... la nmng maxadong asigns kaya nag-onlyn ako.. xe knina.. madaming tests.. as in.. pero okei lng...

khapon.. Monday lng pasok.. tas nung umaga.. naicp ko itext eung isa kong friend.. eun.. nagpakwento ako..
nsa tyming nman ako magtxt.. mei prob ksi siya.. eun.. nanghingi ng advice (grabeh, gulat ako.. bigla ba namang manghingi ng advice...) eh di eun.. tas tutulungan ko pa rin xia sa prob nya.. i min.. nilng dalawa.... medyo nagkatampuhan xe cla ng bf nya eh.. eh, la nman ako maxadong lam sa mga ganung bagay.. but i'll do all the things that i can para maayos un prob nila.. xe friend ko cla.. :) ge..

ayy.. c kuya carl ko pala.. mei favor.. hindi ko pa nga lng nagagawa.. xe nagpapadevelop xia ng pics sa akin.. pero tom ko nlng gagwin.. wag ko nga daw ipakita sa iba eun.. pati nga ako bawal tumingin.. eh paano ko madedevelop eun kung hindi ako titingin?? harharr... ge.. til my next post...


WAIT! to ENIGMA: cno po ba sa tingin nyo c *tazz*?? nyweiz.. okei lng.. and zanks na rin po for visiting my page... if you have read this.. pleez do comment.. or tag na lng.. zanks...

what a lyn....

READ this lines...(kahapon)

Ano ba talaga?
ako'y gulung-gulo na
ikaw ba'y magrereply?
hanggang kailan ako maghihintay?

baduy ng lyns noh?? sooooooooo cooorrrrrrrrnnnnnyy..... naisip ko toh nung Filipino tym namin... xe la eung teacher nmin eh... tas eun.. isinulat ko sa pos-it note na may drawing... tas pinabigay ko kei *taz*.. eun.. xe ndi xia nagrerelply sa letter ko hanggang ngeun.. harr... hay nako.. i look stupid na talaga.. okei lng... nakakasawa na nga eh... ewan ko kung bkit tuluy pa rin ako ng tuloy..

there is a difference between giving up and letting go...

letting go is sacrificing wat was rytfully yours...

giving up is forgetting wat was nver yours...

eun lang.. sta.. i'll never giv up.. try lng ng try.. tas.. pag la tlaga.. let go?? the hardest thing for me to do..maybe..

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ngeun.. nagpunta classm8s ko sa bahay as in.. eh layo ng bhay namin.. pero masaya namn.. tapos nmin magpractice, naglaro kami sa bilyaran namin.. eun.. masaya...

kahapon pla ng hapon.. harhar.. galing ako ng computer room pabalik na ako ng Science building... tas ung mga 4-C nagsitakbuhan (C.A.T. nila).. naharang ako nung ilan.. tas nanghingi ng 1 peso coin sa akin.. wehe.. sayang nga eh, hindi nanghingi sa akin si kuya Sonic.. nyehe... tas si kuya Onins lang nakuha.. kaya bingyan ko na lng.. la lng.. :)

tas dumaan ako ng SM Southmall bago umuwi.. ksama ko c Lani.. kinuha ko ung pics na pinadevelop ko.. tas tumingin kmi ng mga guitars...

sayang nga eh kulang un nadevelop na pics.. ung pic pa ni ung wala... hehe...

In a Quiet Room, I'm Thinking of YOU

Another quiet afternoon
While waiting in a corner
My life seems already doomed
And my heart says it's because of you

You've already conquered my mind
And tears keep falling on my eyes
since you've left me behind
I want to see you even just for a while

All these years, you have closed your ears
You didn't listen to my explanations
And I lost all my expectations
You didn't believe me, my hope shrunked like a pea

I'm not after you for fame
And though it's hard for me to accept
That you put me on shame
I still have no regret

And as I look around this quiet room
I realized that my life was not totally doomed
And I told myself I'll never stop
Just to be with you I'll never give up

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eun ung new poem ko.. nirevise nina RUTH and MARVIN eung first and second stanza... kaya iba.. eun..

bkit ko nasulat eun poem na toh?? kasi..

la lng.. xe nung day na sinulat/nasulat ko to, ako lng mag-isa sa classroom namin.. tas hinihintay ko ata SIYA.. eun.. naisip ko eung mga ginagawa ko para lng.. maging okei na kami.. what i mean is.. eung, la ng doubt sa isa't isa.. (FRIEND toh ha!) xe iniisip pa rin nya til now na .. sta.. lam na nila eun... wla naman talaga.. bahala siya.. harhar.. kahit sabihin nya na hindi siya galit or umiiwas, halata naman eh.. ACTIONS speaks LOUDER than WORDS dba??

tagal ko ndi ngpost d2 xe busy...

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03/09/05

Hindi ko talag siya maintindihan.. kahit ano ginagawa ko na.. la pa rin.. tas nung uwian, i tried to talk to *taz* but she didn't give me time to talk.. hindi pa nga ako nagsasalita sinabi na nya kaagad na.. "Aalis kami,aalis kami, pupunta kami sa..." yun, grabeh, kabisado ko sinabi nya.. eh ndi nga siya tumingin sa kin nung sabihin nya un.. dba, parang nakakabastos na eun?? para na rin nyang cnabing "wag mo kong kausapin nagyon..wala akong tym" dba?? xempre masakit eun.. parang napahiya na ako.. kaya hindi na ako nakaimik... tas after 30 mins makikita mo sa lobby kausap si ___... sakit tlaga nun para sa akin.. hindi ko na talaga maintindihan ugali nya..

03/10/05

i was reviewing for social... sa labas ng rum namin.. tas si kuya Sonic dumaan.. tas bigla ba namang ngumiti sa akin.. waaahhhh!!! ang saya!! gulat ako nun eh... buti pa siya mabait.. harhar.. : )
after ng chem ko (special subject yan! hehe.. iyak ako pag chem eh.. choke!)..
mag-iasa lang ako bumaba papuntang Conference Room xe dun cla sister Franches and sister Veronica... tas pababa ako ng stairs.. nandun si *taz*.. grabeh.. pagdaan ko no motion sila ni kuya rommel ata un.. tas nung mga 2 steps away from them na ako.. bigla ba namang magparinig si *taz*.. sabi nya.. "siya un siya un..." eh di sabi ko.. "ako nanaman.." hindi ko na narinig ung sunod xe pumasok na ko sa Conference rum.. xempre ako ung tinutukoy nun xe kaming 3 lang tao dun.. hayy.. ewan.. grabeh gulat ako nun.. .

ge.. til next post....

hi.. la lng.. i'm in ahurry... eun...


bout this day ba? well, mei letter na naman ako sa kanya.. eun.. kulet ko ba?? eun.. hndi nman siya nagreply.. nahh..

eun.. tas kanina c kuya SONIC.. harrharr.. narinig ko kumakanta... tas tumutugtog ng guitar.. wushu.. la lng.. : )
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ge.. bye for now!!

WEIT!!!

sabi ni REISHA, mei nagtag daw na ENIGMA sa akin.. wala naman eh... okei lng.. and kung meron nga talagang ENIGMA.. la lang.. HELLO to him/her na lng... hehe.. ge..
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bye na talaga...

Sunday...

"Don't judge so you will not be judge"


that's what the priest said in his homily today...


it's true..


i have just notice that people around us our fond of talking about other people, tsimis ika nga... they judge people for what they look like or for what they heard about them... it's not right to judge if you are not sure or knowledgeable about it... we don't have the right to judge other people... for me, if you want to judge, you have to look at yourself first, judge yourself.. and then you will realize...Ayy, ako rin pala ganon, ako rin pala ganito.." maiisip mo na mayroon ka rin palang mali... 'coz no body's perfect... and it's normal for us to make perfect... and admit it, you're fond of talking about other people but when they are the one na who's talking about you yu feel bad.. right??


    what( i mean is... try to put yourfeet in their shoes... ilagay mo sarili mo sa kalagayan nila at nang malaman mo ang nararamdaman tuwing pinag-uusapan nyo sila...)
for those who are misjudged or being misjudged...
of course, hindi nman maiiwasan na mamisjudge tayo ng iba.. hwag n lang tayo magpaapekto, pabayaan nyo n lng sila.. and prove them that they are wrong.. what i mean is.. show them what you are.. eun.. sta.. naiintindihan nyo namn ibig kong sabihin eh.... ndi ba?? sorry kung magulo ako..




eun lng.. naishare ko lng to.. xe medyo totoo nman ung sinabi nung priest sa homily nya.."Don't judge so you will not be judge"..

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change topic..


for.. *___*...
wehe.. eto nanamn ako... sawa na ba keu tungkol sa kanya?? well sorry.. juz can't stop to think about *___*..


I dunno talaga what i will do... harrharr..
  xe dun sa letter niya, nakasulat... "ok lang naman sa akin ket anong gusto mong i-share sa akin.." what if.. ewan... natatkot ako sabihin to sa kanya... papaano kung meron akong gusto i-share sa kanya... isang bagay na meron rin siya, pero paano kung gusto ko i-share sa kanya iyon ngunit ayaw niya i-share ung bagay na iyon sa akin?? pano kung *___* shared it already with somebody, w/c is of course 100% not w/ me??ooohh, sad... hayy nako.. hindi ko talaga alam ung gagawin.. sana mei mag-advice.. harrharr... ewn, nkapagbibigay ako ng advice sa iba pero sa sarili ko hindi ako makapagbigay... help nman sana......




ge.. aayusin ko pa tag-board ko as in.. biglang nawala.. binago ko lng naman ung color...
weit.. ano ba ito.. kinakanta ngeun sa tv ung "She's out of my life" of Josh Groban.. ano toh?? dapat ko na ba siyang tanggalin sa isip ko?? nahh.. grabeh.. para akong baliw..

VIGIL...

  oohh, it's already 7:30 in the evening... and i'm still sleepy... and tired... yesterday, i went to ADAMSON w/ ms. Delia Mondido, our Values teacher an w/ Nica, jam, Seky, Shiela, may,marose, racy, Jaimee, rochelle and dyane... while the boys went to the Manila Cathedral to have a vigil too..


  it's been a very very tiring night... but it's okei.. and it's a sacrifice.. like what the nun said to us.. PAIN + LOVE = SACRIFICE yeah.. though we are sleepy, we didn't sleep all night, we offered that night for Jesus.. and that's how we showed our love for HIM... I know that, Jesus, in return will give us blessing, not Material blessing, but SPiritual Blessing...


I saw Sister Franches and Sister Veronica there.. la lng.. then I approached them.. juz to say HI.. la lng.. xe i missed them eh.. lolz... I like Sister Franches coz she's fun and plays guitar well.. I like Sister Veronica, she is good but I think she's shy.. coz everytime they visit our school, only Sister Franches talks and tells stories to us...


  From the church, we can hear the SPONGECOLA singing... coz they have a campus gig in Adamson... Nica keeps on listening to them, and she wants to see thy spongecola,.. as in.. para syang baliw na nagwawala.. harharr.. choke...

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Can't Understand...

back to the letter thingy.. hayy.. eto nanaman.. (03/04/05)


  eun nga.. one week had passed since I gave *taz* a letter.. and it has been 2 or 3 days since we last see each other and when she said this unforgettable line "magrereply ako,magrereply ako, wala lang akong magndang papel.." unforgettable because.. umasa ko... yah.. umasa ako na magrereply ng siya.. : (
pero ndi nman..
I said to myself... "hindi ako susuko.. hindi ako susuko sa kanya.." eun.. this morning, i got a sheet of post-it note and there i wrote a short message.. "juz dropped by to say HI.." it's for *taz*.. i wrote there from: "ME".. i didn't indicate my name.. and then i asked kuya Jaykee to give it to *taz*
tas nung uwian.. i made another message: "juz wanna know if UR okei"... i asked kya Jaykee again to give it to *taz*.. wahh.. and then kuya Jaykee and I went in a corner coz i 'm asking him to give me an advice.. warharrhar.. tas maya-maya.. biglang dumating si *taz*.. she gave kuya Jaykee a piece of paper.. and it's for me pala... nyek.. ket ndi sa akin binigay?? ewan.. parang.. sta.. ndi ko lam.. kpag magkaharap kami, ndi kami magkausap.. parang nahihiya??? eun...


maikli lng un reply niya eh... lam nyo ba eung nkalagay dun?? nahh.. bitin nga eh... nd ndi nman madrama.. simple lng nkasulat... pero ung name ko dun... lam nyo kung ano??? wahh..grr.. nakasulat dun: "YOU,"
grrr.. bkit eun nilagay nya?? dahil ba nilagay ko sa short notes ko from "ME"?? hehe.. okei lng.. sta mei reply..


pero nung tinext ko siya.. ndi nman nagreply.. ang gulo niya noh?? sta.. for follow-ups..

Xempre, TINAGO ko ung LETTER nya...

natorpe daw??

nahh...i dunno..

xe kanina sa school, nanghiram ako kaei kuya jaykee ng sci-cal (pinahiram nya ung kei kuya JO-ED.. zanks..) tas nung hapon...
pumunta ko sa third floor para isauli ung sci-cal... tas un.. tinanong ko kei kuya jaykee kung nandun si *taz* eun... nandun nga.. sabi ni kuya jaykee nasa mood daw si *taz* kaya pwede kong kausapin.. eun.. pinractice pa ako ni kuya jaykee kung ano mga sasabihin ko.. tas tinawag na nya si *taz*.. hindi ko rin naman nasabi.. xe ewan.. sabi ni kuya jaykee para daw akong nanliligaw tas natorpe... nyek!!!... un.. nakangiti lng ako sa kanya... nagkakahiyaan ata.. eun.. tas sinabi nya bigla.. "magrereply ako, magrereply ko, wala lng ako magandang papel" eh di un.. naunahan nya ko sabihin un.. akala ko this day nya ibibigay ung reply nya pero la nman.. un nkakabadtrip.. pero okei lng.. hintay lang tau.. wag magmadali khit last week pa eun..

grabe.. la lng... tama b eun? na kinausap ko siya?? eun lng..
sinayang ko ung chance kanina noh?? hayy.. cguro tama si kuya jaykee.. naTORPE ako????