In a Quiet Room, I'm Thinking of YOU

Another quiet afternoon
While waiting in a corner
My life seems already doomed
And my heart says it's because of you

You've already conquered my mind
And tears keep falling on my eyes
since you've left me behind
I want to see you even just for a while

All these years, you have closed your ears
You didn't listen to my explanations
And I lost all my expectations
You didn't believe me, my hope shrunked like a pea

I'm not after you for fame
And though it's hard for me to accept
That you put me on shame
I still have no regret

And as I look around this quiet room
I realized that my life was not totally doomed
And I told myself I'll never stop
Just to be with you I'll never give up

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eun ung new poem ko.. nirevise nina RUTH and MARVIN eung first and second stanza... kaya iba.. eun..

bkit ko nasulat eun poem na toh?? kasi..

la lng.. xe nung day na sinulat/nasulat ko to, ako lng mag-isa sa classroom namin.. tas hinihintay ko ata SIYA.. eun.. naisip ko eung mga ginagawa ko para lng.. maging okei na kami.. what i mean is.. eung, la ng doubt sa isa't isa.. (FRIEND toh ha!) xe iniisip pa rin nya til now na .. sta.. lam na nila eun... wla naman talaga.. bahala siya.. harhar.. kahit sabihin nya na hindi siya galit or umiiwas, halata naman eh.. ACTIONS speaks LOUDER than WORDS dba??

tagal ko ndi ngpost d2 xe busy...

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03/09/05

Hindi ko talag siya maintindihan.. kahit ano ginagawa ko na.. la pa rin.. tas nung uwian, i tried to talk to *taz* but she didn't give me time to talk.. hindi pa nga ako nagsasalita sinabi na nya kaagad na.. "Aalis kami,aalis kami, pupunta kami sa..." yun, grabeh, kabisado ko sinabi nya.. eh ndi nga siya tumingin sa kin nung sabihin nya un.. dba, parang nakakabastos na eun?? para na rin nyang cnabing "wag mo kong kausapin nagyon..wala akong tym" dba?? xempre masakit eun.. parang napahiya na ako.. kaya hindi na ako nakaimik... tas after 30 mins makikita mo sa lobby kausap si ___... sakit tlaga nun para sa akin.. hindi ko na talaga maintindihan ugali nya..

03/10/05

i was reviewing for social... sa labas ng rum namin.. tas si kuya Sonic dumaan.. tas bigla ba namang ngumiti sa akin.. waaahhhh!!! ang saya!! gulat ako nun eh... buti pa siya mabait.. harhar.. : )
after ng chem ko (special subject yan! hehe.. iyak ako pag chem eh.. choke!)..
mag-iasa lang ako bumaba papuntang Conference Room xe dun cla sister Franches and sister Veronica... tas pababa ako ng stairs.. nandun si *taz*.. grabeh.. pagdaan ko no motion sila ni kuya rommel ata un.. tas nung mga 2 steps away from them na ako.. bigla ba namang magparinig si *taz*.. sabi nya.. "siya un siya un..." eh di sabi ko.. "ako nanaman.." hindi ko na narinig ung sunod xe pumasok na ko sa Conference rum.. xempre ako ung tinutukoy nun xe kaming 3 lang tao dun.. hayy.. ewan.. grabeh gulat ako nun.. .

ge.. til next post....