Stories of Mii♥♥

Emcee by ACCIDENT/SURPRISE? (November's first friday vigil)

2008-11-08T16:49:00.000-08:00

I arrived at Manila Cathedral around 8pm last Friday(Nov. 7). At first I was a bit confused because there was only ONE brother(Br. B), TWO 3rd orders(MALE) and THREE X-men. whoa. There were no Sisters around. When I entered the cathedral, Br. B said that I would be the one to handle the program and be the host for the vigil. whoa!! I was not prepared!
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Ako? naku, ilang youth ang nandun tapos ang dami pang mga Titas.. hayy grabe, sabi ko, "paano ko mabubuhay ang crowd na ito?" Hay, actually hindi ko alam kung paano ko napasunod at nabuhay ang ganoong crowd. Hindi ko na nga alam mga pinagsasabi at pinaggagawa ko. Holy Spirit na may gawa nun. :) 2 lang kasi ung sisters na pinayagang lumabas at ung ibang brothers late na dumating kasi may kanya-kanya silang assignments. back-to-back kami ni Br. Bernardine. hehehe. hayy, tapos nagchoir pa ako. (pasensya na sa mga choir, sintunado ako! haha. :)
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It was very energy draining but because of God and for the love of Mary and Jesus evrything went on in success though there were a little mismanagement due to lack of brothers and sisters. :) Thank you God! It's really a great honor to be a host for vigil.

I am a VICTIM! VICTIM for Your Love.

Ibang-iba ang feeling. kahit alam kong hindi ako deserving maghandle ng vigil, tinulungan po Ninyo ako. It is You, Lord ang nagdictate ng mga sinabi at ginawa ko doon.

Lord, sinadya niyo po ba na gawin akong emcee/host by accident? sinadya pero by accident eh noh.. o baka surprise un?! hahaha.

Sana maexperience ng lahat ang ganito .. :)

There is a great and unique happiness in serving You. Happiness beyond suffering.

Hindi ako umattend ng P.E. Class

2008-09-09T21:21:00.000-07:00

Hindi ako umattend ng P.E. Class. bakit? ang lamig eh. di ko kaya. ang lakas pa ng ulan. bagyong Marce kasi..

pagdating sa Quiapo-baha>Lawton-baha>Bay City-baha>Las Piñas-baha>Magdiwang-baha

buti dito sa subdivision namin hindi baha.

I don't feel like Marvic Therese C. Villoso today.

hindi naman dahil sa may quiz tomorrow. Cancelled na naman iyon. mood swings siguro.. :)

Trend-setter

2008-06-27T00:19:00.000-07:00

We started the the idea of sitting in a circle and having lunch at Benavides Park. And now, many students started to have their lunch there too.

A break from all fastfood products. We bring our lunch and have a picnic in Benavides park.

http://ftly.blogspot.com/2008/06/prologue.html

And Now I'm Back!

2008-06-26T23:09:00.000-07:00

Hey! I'm back after a long break in blogging. Now that my pc is a few steps from me, I think that I will be blogging more often than before. But of course, I'm gonna make sure that I will still manage to do my homeworks. Yes, I want to have BETTER grades. ö Aim high!!!

_First Month of First Semester of Second Year_

Woah! First month is always full of expenses! There are many books to be bought. Good thing someone lend me his Physics book (the most expensive in my Books-to-buy list). Thanks to kuya Tim! :)

There are many freshmen! Yeah, freshmen are freshies! They are so behave and quiet. Lert's see how long it will take! haha! Oh, it's good to see some of my schoolmate in hisgh school(Parsci).

It's good to see Benavides again. It's a good place to stay after classes. (tambayan? haha.)

UST. All the same.:)

2008-02-08T20:24:00.000-08:00

We are already grown-ups. There is no more room for irresponsibility.

Lately, I have realized that I am growing and that there are many responsibilities that I must handle. Things I shall commit myself and have to give time to.

Now that I am in college, yes, my life will be drained by serious school works; some may just be "huh, chicken!" yet, some may be do-or-die or "gosh! how will i do this and that?". I need to learn to weigh things. I need to know what I will prioritize and to learn to make a decision and stand for it. Things may be easy or not, every bit of it will change my life.

Of course, I should not forget about fun. A circle of good friends will matter. I must know who my friends are. Why? Of course we are the ones who will encourage each other to do ~~good~~ better in every thing we make.

Now that I am getting older, I am capable of making a decision, and whatever that decision will be, I am responsible for he outcome.

Setting dreams

2008-01-30T15:52:00.000-08:00

Lately, I have been having a hard time thinking about what major in engineering I shall take. Even though there is still a not-so-long time for me to decide, I want to think about it as early as now because I want to set my dreams. I know that there is no assurance that I will succeed, but I should not live with fear of failure. If I fear to fail, I will find it hard to take challenges and never will I make it to the top.
As I was browsing someone's profile, I was inspired by his shout out, "It doesn't matter how many times you get knocked down, but how many time you get back up." Then, I realized that loosing is part of a game and from it, I could learn things that could help me become better. If ever I would meet failure in my life, I should not be afraid to pick up those broken pieces and start all over again because only in that way, I know I could succeed. I know that it is impossible not to meet any failure, yet I would do my very best in every step that I would take. So whenever I fail, I would not regret because I knew I did all that I could.
Be my dream big or small, I shall pursue on it with all my heart and with all the best I can; because I believe that dreams do come true only to those who believe.

In Politics: When Money Talks, People Listen

2007-10-29T18:52:00.000-07:00

I lost my appetite for some things since the hell election was over. My dad lost but he was supposed to win because he topped at the precincts of homeowners in our barangay. Yet, his win was not assured because he fell on the 8th place in the three precinct of the squatters.
Now I have learned that election is all about money. Yes, if you don't have money, you can't win; when MONEY talks, PEOPLE listen. It is true especially in the depressed areas because the people there only work when and where there is MONEY. All people there go out to vote. Be it young, old, under-age, registered or not, and even the dead vote. It is all because of the evil-headed and brainless politician. Hell, he maybe wise but he is not intelligent.
Oh, enough of this politics talk. I hate it but I am looking forward to 2010, the presidential election. Not that I know the twists and turns in politics, I am so excited for it.
To you, brainless evil politicians, call all your saints and gods (if you have) for fair justice will come.

Life is a soap opera

2007-10-23T12:01:00.000-07:00

lately, i've been experiencing some(or should i say "many"?) turndowns in my life. (man, i'm getting dramatic!)

I suddenly lost my communication with "him"... and i dunno why and i dunno when i will see "him" again.

It's really hard to accept those changes especially when it happened in a sudden and when things are not yet clear.

It's really hard to adjust but i need to.

don't want to talk about it this time for i don't wanna stress myself...
maybe i can share this one day.. maybe tomorrow or next week...... whenever i feel to..

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since it is our semestral break and it is local elections period, i busy myself by helping my dad in his campaign and by advising and managing the campaign of a youth council. I'm happy doing it.

wait.. i'll be back later.. gotta go back to school for my sched!

2007-10-03T13:32:00.000-07:00

oooo.. I forgot to blog for a long time.. yes. I FORGOT. There had been too many things i needed to do. I had been busy in school.

Especially the coming week(s)! Finals is coming.. T_T I need to do good especially in Math. ^^
CAD and Draw finals have not been that easy. Analysis of the image has taken a big part of my exam time.. T_T But CAD is easier than Draw. hehe.

Currently...
I'm here in the school library. haha.. I can blog.. ^^< anyway, i still have practice for P.E. finals at 2pm so i have to go.. see yah! ^^

Ellipse

2007-09-10T08:52:00.000-07:00

sorry for posting this late fellow students.. esp. to Nadz! hehe.. ^^

I hope that I gave the instructions clearly.. :)

(is the image toooo small? sorry. that's all i can do.)

How to make an Ellipse
Segment AO- 5cm
OB-5 cm
OC- 3cm
OD-3cm
-connect pt. A to pt. C to make segment AC
-draw an arc with a radius of seg AO (5cm) until it touches the line where OC is(use pt. O as center). mark the

intersection as pt. E
-draw an arc w/ a radius of seg CE until it touches the segment AC (use pt. C as center). mark the intersection as F
-create an angle bisector on segment AF. extend the line until it touches the line where segment OD is. label the

intersection on segment AO as G1, and the intersection on line OD as H1.
-copy the length of OG1 to make pt. G2 on the other side (right)
-copy the length of OH1 to make H2 on the other side (up)
-connect H1 to G2
-connect G2 to H2
-draw the ellipse

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well, here I am again.. getting lazy to update. joke. I just don't have time.. ^^
well.. this post is CHOPSEUY! it's at random..

last night, I asked mama if she could buy burger so I could bring it to school on Monday for my snack.. when she got home... i remembered---I don't have classes on Mondays! hehe..

Oh, our class will be having a recollection this Wednesday.. it means that we don't have regular classes! hehe..

There are lot of quizzes this week.. T_T
But I shall not panic! lol. 'cause it won't give me good result!

Is my post a none-sense? haha.. I can't think of a good thing to post.

Last september 8, Ate Vikka and I were supposed to attend "my kuya" Don's family day at Christ the King Seminary. But mama said that we couldn't go anymore 'cause it is dangerous for us to go to Cubao alone at 4pm. She said that it will be dark that time. :( too bad. I'm so sorry. I said to kuya Don that we will go but then the plan was changed. Sorry kuya Don.. :(
(for those who don't know my kuya Don.. well.. He is my sis' classmate in elementary. now he is a seminarian. ^^, he is our close friend too, and we treat him as our own brother)

'til here for now.. I still have to do something..
God bless You ALL! ^^

bad day

2007-08-24T21:57:00.000-07:00

i hate this day! i hate this day! i HATE this day! i REALLY REALLY HATE this day! I REALLY REALLY HATE THIS DAY! THINGS REALLY PISS ME OFF! >:I

first, our neighbors at the back are so soo insensitive about their d*mned fallen trees. the heck! the branches and the trunks are leaning in our roof and water tank! man! the leaves are stuck on our roof's the gutter. And on the left side of our backyard, the BIG and LOONNG leaves of their coconut tree are falling on our property!

second, my sister. yes. (i'm sorry.. but she's included) i asked her to buy a card at SM 'cause i don't want to buy at Ulep's cause they're so mean and unprofessionals(they live for money). i waited for Ate til evening! but when she was home, she didn't buy a card. she should have informed me earlier so i didn't waste time waiting for her.

third, ooooooh. i'm so hungry! I didn't eat from 12-8pm. And when it's dinner time.. i don't like the meal.. T_T

fourth, Jam, my my childhood friend and classmate til hhighschool, borrowed my Scientific calculator yesterday. I lend her but first, i made a CLEAR AND SIMPLE CONDITION that she should return it Friday afternoon or night(that's tonigh) cause I need it for tomorrow. man! as usual, she didn't returned it until my sister called her to return what she borrowed(my dad asked Ate to call cause i'm so so hot-headed).

fifth, a while ago, i bought a card from Ulep's (i have no choice, i really need it). I saw her face! grr.. you know guys, she and her husband are not good business partners.. they used to rent a space in our commercial lot, but then, after several months they ended the transaction without prior notice! hell, momma could have file a case on the court against them if the deal has a contract. actually, it's indeed very very ok for momma for them to leave cause they are so hard and kuripot when it comes to 'money', they always say they didn't earn much even if they did.

sixth, i saw my score in quiz 2 (chemistry lec). i only got 56 out of 100. hooh..felt bad.. anyway, i found the topic hard cause it's a self-study (we lacked time for discussion in class) anyway, it's enough.. i got 92 out of 96 on the first quiz naman eh.. at least my average grade so far is passing. thank you god.

by-the-by, i want to extend my sorries to momma and dadi for being so so so hooott-headed tonight. sorry. :) and to you, my special and beloved reader and passer-by for giving you a shock in my post.. oops, but don't think that i'm always ill-tempered.. these(hot-headed days) seldom happen.

oh, i'm okay now.. ^^,

i watched the movie 'Robots' for the second time.. and i want to share to you, my fellow, the quote in the movie...

"You can shine no matter of what you are made of."

since i feel better now, oh... I LOVE LIFE! :0

Super typhoon, super vacation!

2007-08-17T10:31:00.000-07:00

It's our prelims week but it was postponed due to the super typhoon 'Egay'. I only took Math 101 prelims last tuesday, and there are still 7 subjects for prelims. T_T Exam week again, next week.

woah.. No classes for 5 days again.. well, I got a long time to review.. ^^

Wish me luck for the exams!!

myy... the typhoon is super heavy! it rained the whole night.. hai. for sure Manila (especially España) is flooded!

btw, I'm having a hard time installing themes for my sister's Motorazr V3X. grr.. I can't find out how to install.. T_T

and oh, here's the pic of my fone that Mom bought late in July.. ^^, (it's not the pic of my fone, just downloaded the pic,..)

*it doesn't have name yet.. any suggestions?

It's simple, yet a cute one. ^^, I downloaded some themes and songs for this.

I just remembered, Ate jaz tagged me.. But I've already been tagged. thanks nyway.. lovelots..

oh my.. I don't study my nihongo for a week now.. waaa.. nyway.. nevermind.. hehe..

things posted here are so random.. abovetheinfluence(random posts).

nihongo

2007-08-02T00:45:00.000-07:00

STATUS: Busy stusying nihongo

Study time. focused on studies.

2007-07-28T07:41:00.000-07:00

aww. I've been not updating for so long.. well, it's because i've been busy in school.. or i'm just lazy to update?! haha.

waw. too lzy to update right now.. i'll just update more tomorrow! haha..

What to blog? Can't think...

2007-07-15T16:54:00.000-07:00

http://www.mindistortion.net/pocketemo/?data=2-1-3-3-0-1-1-1-1&name=x-n-y

hmm.. this is the pocket emo.. I named it after "him" but it doesn't look like "him". "He" is not an emo. haha.

*July 6*

Aww.. it's my birthday.. ooh, my birthday was kinda.. weird.. haha... i really felt strange.. cause people greeted me.. hehe.. unlike before.. adik! haha.

But one thing made me sad.. those whom i expected to greet me on my birthday had forgotten that it was my birthday. :[
LESSON: Don't expect. Expectations hurt.

Thank God Kuya Don was there to lessen my burden.. (haha. the drama)

We went to SM Manila.. We waited for Ate.. We strolled and ate at McDonald's! hehe.. It's my treat... It was supposed to be kuya Don's treat.. but i insist.. cause it's my birthday then! haha..

until here muna.. til next time..

life has started to change

2007-07-01T10:55:00.000-07:00

Since college started, life has been changing..

College is hard but full of fun.. ö So far, I like the new environment.. and I'm starting to love it. Malamang pahirap ng pahirap lahat ng bagay.. But I should never give up.. Like what the 5th year student said in the orientation, "Only losers give up."

June 29, 2007

Welcome walk for freshmen in UST. It's so tiring.. and I went home late.. Since it was late, I decided to ride at "Park and Ride". I sat beside the guy beside Kuya Julian (i taught he was kuya Julian's friend so i sat beside him)

COMMERCIAL: right now, my dog is trying to kill my cat! help!!!!

Waw! he's also a freshman. We are of the same college.. eun, to make the long story short.. she talked to me.. asked my name, num, etc. haha. the he sang several Japanese songs for me. hehe. He is funny..

Back-to-school again

2007-06-25T01:46:00.000-07:00

~June 13, 2007~
back-to-school again.. but everything is new!

*new environment
*new uniform
*new lessons (worse, harder lessons..?)
*new faces (classmates, schoolmates, etc.)
*new FRIENDS!

By the way, this is our group pic.. (campus tour..) They are some of my female classmates and friends..

Classroom: 45 students= 18 females + 27 males
It's normal to have a large male population.. because Engineering is taken up mostly by males..

Oh, classes are tuesday -saturday.. either 7am-12pm or 8am-1pm.. have my P.E. classes every thursday.. 3-5 T_T.. P.E.: Fitness! haha..

I and my classmate were supposed to join the Cheering Squad but our scheds have conflicts cause we have saturday classes...

So far, I am enjoying my new 2nd home, UST.. hehe...

Viva El Tomasino!
Taas-noo Tomasinong Inhinyero!

back to cavite

2007-05-31T06:16:00.000-07:00

And now we're home again!

I missed my pc and other stuffs.. but I loved staying in Bulacan because cousins are there! haha..

oh, btw.. About my cuz's friend I met.. hmmm.. He's nice.. and has a nice smile.. and beautiful eyes... waw! In fairness, we have the same eyes ..(na-ah, I'm not sayig my eyes are beautiful..) He looks like my kuya Paul(cousin--father side). aun.

He is so bait and everything! haha.. he always help me in washing the dishes. he is really fun to be with..

and so? la lng.. just sharing.. haha.. ^^,)

bout Lola Tase?? we'll She's already in heaven.. thanks to those who prayed for her.. I will surely miss Lola.. :(

Well, the burial and the funeral was ok.. I went to her burial everytime I'm done doing household chores (in my Tita's house).

I didn't finish the funeral blahblah.. 'cause I was not feeling well eh.. terrible headache.. because of heat! aww..

we went home(Cavite) around 5 pm.

Ala lng..

til next time..

no updates..

2007-05-27T23:40:00.000-07:00

didn't upd8 for so long..

I'm not at home..

currently here in Bulacan.. My granny died.. :(

aww..

see yah soon pipol..

P.S. ATE AICA..
I gotta change your linkie as soon as I got home..

lovelots..

god bless..

btw, I met a guy.. He is cuz mike's friend..

nothing..

bye!

survey

2007-05-24T15:36:00.000-07:00

The Rules:
- Don't change your top 4 FIRST.
- Be completely honest (within reason)

List your top 4
1. xanjay
2. don
3. dimples
4. ate..haha.

Are you older than your 2nd person?
# noooo

Have you gotten "sexual " with your 1st
person?
# WAW!

If you were to go to Disney world would
you take number 3?
# yup!! partners in kakulitan ata kami!

If you were crying would the 1st cheer
you up?
# shiguro...

If you found out that 2 nd 4 were going
out what would you do?
# aba? bkit hindi nila ako isasama?
haha.. di pwede.. magpapari ung isa eh!

Have you hugged anyone in your top 4?
# lahat sila except 1st! huhu!

How long have you known 4?
# all my life.

Who have you known the longest?
# ate.

Who have you known the least?
# xanjay.. :(-- love! waaah!

Who did you hang out with Last?
# si ate. T_T

Who did you talk to on IM with last?
# don

Have you ever kissed anyone on your top
4, if so, who?
# lahat.. except 1st.. huhu.. sayang! joke!

Has 2 ever spent the night at your
house?
# hmm.. oo? pero umuwi din siya ng
madaling araw.. hindi nkmi natulog..
nagkwentuhan.. inistorbo ako sa research
ko noon! haha.

When was the last time you talked to 3?
# May 13?? sta.. bago siya pumunta ng
states..

Do you love anyone on your top four?
# love ko silang lahat! pero ung nasa
1st.. love na love kuu.. love of mii
life! waaaahhhhh... wag kayo maingay ha?!!

days withouth him

2007-05-23T17:55:00.000-07:00

... dun like to blog..

Days are the same and seem not moving without him...

miss him.. so much.. :(

visual dna and fiesta

2007-05-21T06:37:00.000-07:00

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

waw. this is my visualDNA.. got this from ate May's.. ^^,

xxx

Didn't blog this weekend.. why? busy for fiesta..
gotta post pics sooner.. ^^,
well.. I joined the Karakol. wah.. they forced me to do so! T_T

9:++pm
I went over Jam's house to get Ate's cp charger..

waw... I was surprised.. Mii 'x and y' (oh, my love) was there! He, friends and jam's dad were wsitting around the table. waha.

Kiko asked me quetsions (nothing important).. then.. I walked on my way home..then.. HE (mii 'x and y') called my name.. smiled and said 'hi'..

waw..

his song

2007-05-18T07:17:00.000-07:00

"I'll be here awhile... ain't going nowhere.. I'll be here awhile.."

I'm listening to his song.. again and again... hope you can hear his song..

Days are not moving without him. I am so sad. :(

without him= depression

waha.. pano ba 'to? ang lungkot pag wala siya.. (hehehe..) grabe, dinadaan ko na nga lang sa tawa eh.. pagbigyan niyo na ako, minsan lang to..

Last night, saw his mom.. at the HQ.. ai, I felt quite happy.. hehe.. "quite" 'cause only HE can make me happy.. toink! joke! joke!

Actually, I love his mom na rin.. and I think.. (think lang ha.. based on his mom's actions) she could like me.. haha.. ching! the problem is.. HE doesn't like me.. (hehe..) But I dunno why his friends tease me everytime we are together or everytime we are on the same place.. or whatever.. whenever..

Ayoko naman mag-"feeling" pero.. umaasa pa rin..(haha, asa na lang ako!) malay natin...

wish and pray and hope.. haiii... :(

ELECTION

2007-05-16T06:29:00.000-07:00

aii.. super! I have not updated for a long time cause I've been busy for the election. shocks!

WARNING: ALL WRITTEN HERE IS CERTIFIED TRUE. NO PART OF THIS POST IS EXAGGERATED.

There was a POLITICAL HARASSMENT. The camp of this actor politician (a senator, do you know who? his family is known to be polygamous) bought votes and forced people to pledge their loyalty to the party. For example, his brother(mayoral candidate) lost in a precinct, those who pledge will be hurt or killed.

Know what, they even harassed the leaders of his opponent. so damned bad!

Then, when counting started, the actor senator came with his SWAT TEAM. di ba there's a gun ban? and, take note, someone heard what he said. hmm.. they had this dirty plan. I won't tell what.

When counting was done, almost in all precincts, his(the actor senator) brother won. huh. then they hold all the precincts which his opponent won.

Bale, ung mga Election returns na panalo ung kalaban nitong naghaharass at nandarayang kandidato, huli dinala sa munisipyo. di ba madaya? manood kayo, pinapalabas sa news to.

I'm not afraid because I am telling the truth. I am not afraid because I want change in our place. I want to raise up this "being damned" place form this hell politics. especially the youth, most of the youth here have been involved in drugs and other vices. and take note! bata sila nung mandarayang kandidato. diba? look how pathetic our place is!

but I'm not losing hope! Every morning since election is a new hope for me. I still believe that from all the harassment and every evil doings, good and truth will still prevail. God will help us.

TO ALL: PLEASE, I AM ASKING FOR YOUR PRAYERS. PRAYER WILL SAVE THE PEOPLE OF BACOOR. ALWAYS REMEMBER, DO NOT THINK FOR YOUR OWN SAKE ONLY! CARE FOR EVERYBODY! THANKS. GOD BLESS US ALL.

Wishing star

2007-05-07T22:36:00.000-07:00

8pm++

I was walking..

looked up in the sky..

poof! there's a falling star....

I wished something about him...

Hope and pray it will come true..

♥♥

A walk to remember

2007-05-05T18:14:00.000-07:00

When you see my eyes
Does your heart receive these words in mind
When you close your eyes
Do you see me and these dreams I hide?
If I could steal one thing
I would grab your heart and make it mine

A walk to remember

Yesterday's campaign was indeed a walk to remember.

We (he and me) walked together all through out the campaign. We talked with each other. (malamang, eh alangan namang kausapin namin ung mga matatanda dba? hehe.) We just talked about the things happenning and a little about ourselves. hehe..

He don't have a cap nor an umbrella, eh it's so hot. I have both so I gave him my umbrella. Then he hold the umbrella for me though I keep on saying I don't want to use it.

Mii: "Uy, sige na, kaw na lang magpayong.."
He: "Hindi, ayos lang.. para ano.. basta.."

para ano kaya un? haha.
nyway, when we passed by to their street, ayun, kung anu-ano pinagtuturo at pinagkwekwento.

Then, we saw our common friends. They teased him. hala na.. hehe..

Waah. I can't write the whole story 'cause words are coming too fast in my mind everytime I reminisce it. haha.

The "kilig" part there was when he introduced me to her mother. haha.. (mei pakilig-kilig part pa ako eh?)

Well, my dad knows his mom naman eh. And actually, they are both there! But they left the two of us in the crowd 'cause they are too busy..

Sana maulit muli?? (parang telenovela to ah?)

isoolovehim..

campaign

2007-05-04T07:40:00.000-07:00

ai, House-to-house campaign of candidate Blue is supposed to start at 8am this morning. But the governor has called an emergency meeting so it is moved at 1pm. (ooh, so hot!)

Dad and companions are too busy preparing for the campaign. haha.

Dunno if this is an advantage or disadvantage... Dad wants me to go with the group in their house-to-house campaign..

Disadvantage: it's so hot. gee, sun burns.. T_T

Advantage: x__j__ is there.. waah.. oh so love!

too nervous..

After the house-to-house, the political rally. I am required to attend. huhu.. "He" is also required to attend! haha.. yey!

Bless you all!

fairytale

2007-05-03T09:32:00.001-07:00

Fairytale or God-answered prayer

May 2, 2007, 8:00pm - Maybe this is the very moment I have never thought I will have. It feels like going to dreamland.

At exactly 8pm, the doorbell rang. I opened the door and there was him!( romantic music enter) My heart beat fast. It really unexpected.

He started to talk,"Nasan daddy mo?" (Where's your dad?) toink!(music stop) Sayang hindi ako ang kailangan!

"Ay, la po b dun sa kabila?" ("is he not there?" pointing at a direction) , I said.

He replied, "Wala siya dun eh." (He is not there, eh)

I answeres, "aahh.. hindi ko na po alam." (Ahh, I don't know)

"ah, ok, bigay mo na lang to ha? Wag mo sabihin kahit kanino" (ok, just give this to him, don't tell this to anyone ok?), he said.

I smiled and said, "Uy, sa Friday po ah...." (on Friday, ha)

"Ah, oo, anong date ba un?" (What date is that?)he asked.

I answered, "May 4"

"Ah, oo. san ba un?" (yes, where will it be held?),he queried again.

"Baka po sa covered court.." (maybe in the covered court), I said.

"Ah, ok. sige.. uy, hwag mo ipakita kahit kanino yan ha?" (ok, sure. hey, don't show that to anyone ok?" he said.

"ok. sige po. thank you" I answered.

He went home. And the smile on my face never left since he came. (haha. corny noh?)

It was really unexpected to see him. I was just thinking of him, then there he came. Though he came for my dad and not for me, at least I had the chance to talk to him. I feel like I am in a fairytale or I can't believe that it is reality and not a dream.. or it's just simply like this---God really answers prayers.

Oh my, such an unforgettable moment for me. (childish ba? sorry ha.. hehe..)

I wonder if we will come together on Friday night.. Pray that we will come together!! please.. *wink* haha. 'Cause we will attend a meeting on Friday night. why us? because we are the appointed representatives of the youth in our own respective places. hai.. how i wish..

2007-05-02T07:58:00.000-07:00

Only Reminds Me Of You

I see you, beside me
It's only a dream
A Vision of what used to be
The laughter, the sorrow
Pictures in time
Fading to memories

pre-chorus:
How could I ever let you go?
Is it too late to let you know?

Chorus:
I try to run from your side
But each place I hide
only reminds me of you
When i turn out all the lights
Even the night
only reminds me of you

Verse 2:
I needed my freedom
That’s what I thought
But I was a fool to believe
My heart lied when you cried
Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to see

pre-chorus:
Everything we’ve been through before
Now it means so much more

...
Only you...

Bridge
So come back to me
I'm down on my knees
Girl can’t you see...

How could I ever let you go
Is it too late too late to let you know

..only reminds me of you..

just posted this song because.. I remember him.. x__j__. haha. so funny. so crazy. falling too fast. honestly ~~I hate what I feel but I love him~~. oh so confusing. lah.

Can't stop thinking of him since April 14, 2007. Heart can't stop beating for him since April 25, 2007.

Is it going way too fast? haha.

April 25, 2007

I went to a Youth meeting for the coming election. I was alone because my daddy needs to go home early to check the business blahblah.

I was looking at the attendance sheet. then I suddenly saw his name on the registration. My eyes grew bigger. heart beats fast! gee. Look around. There he is at the back! he smiled at me with his cute eyes. hooh. calm down. calm down.

Then I went home with him cause my daddy told him to go home with me. haha. too lucky. He is nice. He is gentle. woohoo. what's happening to me?

I had a little talk with him (too bad, can't speak in front of him. haha). then a vehicle playing that song passed by.

When we reached SM Bacoor to ride a cab on the way to Jollibee molino, he sung that song beside me. (waah, stop it. i fall for you. hate it.)

At Jollibee Molino, (saddest part) We separated ways. He asked me "Ano, kaya mo na mag-isa? uwi ka na ba? kasi ako, uuwi na ko dun sa amin" (if i can manage to go home alone) waah.. can't say anything. I just smiled and nodded. huhu. I even failed to say thank you!

I can't really speak! waah.. Am I too guilty? haha.

gee,I'm so whatever! I just wasted that only chance of being with him alone! haha. I haven't had his num cause I really really can't speak!!!

waah. though he lives on the same place, I hardly see him! *cry* And if ever i see him pass, can't speak with him cause he's with he's friends. *too shy* haha.

aww. :(

baguio

2007-05-02T06:50:00.000-07:00

Trip in Baguio
*April 27-29, 2007 *

I was in Baguio last Friday to attend the 11th National Biennial Convention of Squirettes of Mary Immaculate.

I was there for 3 days. It's cool. haha. Though there are lot of activities and I didn't have time to relax, it was really fun! I met new friends. wee...

But the most unforgettable moment there is when I bumped to a post. It created a loud sound that made the girl in front of me look back! *ouch* It really hurts. What I got?? BUKOL! (minor cyst) hehe..

After the convention, Tita Jing toured us in minesview park and to souvenir shops. hehe.
Then after the souvenir shops, we went to Dog-las. the BIG BIG dog. then we took a group pic with him. (I'll post it when i already have a copy..ö) I love Dog-las. He is a very very cute and friendly dog!

I love my short stay in Baguio. Being a delegate is so much responsibility, but there is a lot of privileges! Aside for the fun, you will spend less money! *laughs*

come, let's support miranda. T_T

2007-04-20T12:47:00.000-07:00

Just a while ago, 3 men came over our house. They were the ex-fellows of my grandpa in politics. Haha.

Here is the conversation,

Them: asks me to whom we gave our supports.

Mii: "To mayor *Blue* po." smile at them and asked, "why? how about you?" (haha. what a question!)

Them: "kay vice mayor *Red*"

Mii: "ooooh.. Ah, so your mayor is *Yellow*? "

Them:"oo. dun na tayo kay *Red* sana, para sama-sama!"

Mii: frowns as if i'm thinking. haha.

Them: "Leader ba si Daddy mo sa kabila?"

Mii: "Ai, i dunno eh. *laughs*" ~~actually I know. hihi.~~

Them: A, natanong lang namin. nag-ooffice ba papa mo?

Mii: "Now? no, he went somwhere a while ago. He will be back this afternoon." (haha, i know your plans!)

Them: "Oh cge, balik na lang kami. nakita lang namin si lolo mo kaya napadaan lang kami."

Mii: "ooooooh... Thank you po!"

Them: "Thank you rin! Balik na lang kami.."

Mii: talks to myself "wag na, lam ko gagawin niyo eh" haha..

For those who can't understand: Red, Blue, and Yellow are just code names for the politicians. don't want to mention their names eh. You might think that this is non-sense but this is politics in our place. Just sharing. It's up to you if you catch up the real or hidden meaning of this post. :)

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Ai, super headache. I really don't feel well. Mama said that it is because of heat.

*Goes back to the room and opens the aircon. Then sleeps.*

Catch you later.

_xmarvic

wallet

2007-04-19T17:54:00.000-07:00

This is my wallet. My sis bought this last October.

Why I post it? hehe. It's cute eh. Ate jaz has a wallet like this. But hers is pink, and mine is purple. la.. Mine is bought from Tomato (phils.), and hers is bought from Cleef (Malaysia). right?

hehe.. nyway, it's cute.. ö

justice for julia campbell!

2007-04-19T13:46:00.000-07:00

Ms. Julia Campbell- an angel sent from above..

Shared blessings to the lowly. Surely she had bring a piece of heaven to the Filipinos. Reached out in all the ways she could.

Sad to say, her mission has ended. But for sure, she'd finished her journey greatly and would receive the rewards of heaven.

I pray that there will be JUSTICE.

*what could have happened to her? who could have killed her? why? I was really depressed to hear the news about her. aww. Even though I said to myself that I will not think about her anymore, I can't help it. :(

********************************************

Prose.. speaking of prose.. My prose collection is with kuya chi. haha. He texted me yesterday. He asked why his name has an 'x'. I replied "because you piss me off. haha. joke.. :)"

Lately, I was not talking that much with Mama and Dadi.. Honestly, I felt bad when Mama disagreed to buy me a new fonie though I said that I will pay her monthly. I was angry because I don't ask much gifts or whatever from them (that's why I suggested to the fonie it monthly), then I'm just asking for that deal she disagreed. I hate it because when Ate entered her 4th yr. in high school, Mama got her a plan from Globe. After her graduation, Dadi bought her a camera phone. Then Ate got a new camera fonie on her 18th birthday. Last December, when thefts came to our house and took all the fonies (except mine, cause it's under my pillow), Mama agreed to Ate's deal to buy her a new fonie.~~It's so unfair.~~ When I entered 4th yr., no gift from them. When I graduated, still, no gift from them. Luckily, I didn't lost my fonie.:(

This doesn't mean that I am that materialistic. You may see a lot of things in my wish list (It's not many, actually an most of it is affordable and free!), but most of it is what I am saving for. (except for the laptop. but i need it for my CAD) And I don't ask PSP from them. Because I won't be needing it that much. The mp4? hah, though i have a mp3, I want to buy a mp4 from my own money.

Enough of this. I don't tink about it anymore. Haha. I just opened and closed the topic.

I'm not feeling well, head aches, flu. aww. It sucks.

sick off

2007-04-17T01:57:00.000-07:00

I'm really sick of my life. T_T I'm really sick and tired. Things piss me off.

ihateit.

Random pics.

2007-04-13T17:58:00.000-07:00

haha. time to upload some pics. there's ~~tons~~ a million of pics to upload. lol. here, i uploaded some.. :)

look at this cute little ~~innocent~~ boy. oops! what can you see?
i captured this pic inside the car on the way home from UST.
*****

Last days in school before graduation day (b4 March 29, 2007)

Those are UNO sticks we play
(waah. it's supposed to be vertical. but didn't have time to rotate it.)

btw, this is Sarah from sec. B happily playing UNO sticks

look, it's so tall! be careful, it might fall!

tadah! Congratulations! we finished UNO sticks! haha!
(from l to r) Miro, Sarah, ME, Faye, Ara, and Guia)

We are so bored waiting for the graduation practice so we just decided to play UNO sticks. *laugh* do you how to play those?

By the way, this is Faye and Lani of section B
(i just saw their pic on my fone! haha.)

*********
COMMERCIAL
haha! here is the summer get-up of my Garfield

gosh. it's do hot here. wanna go to the beach?
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After the grad ceremony
(l to r: guia, liz, Me, faye)

from l to r: Jam, Hazel, Me...+Hazel's lil sis

cool refreshments at Max's

Ate Vikka and Me at Max's after my grad ;p

that's for now... i'll just upload the others next time.. :) loveyouall!

password/username problem

2007-04-13T07:59:00.000-07:00

la, i always have problems regarding password/username. i always forget those. haha. i have memory gap na ata. ;p i can't open my one account. *cry*

~~when darkness turns to light.. it ends tonight.~~
line from song benevolent
change it.

when light turns to darkness.. it starts today. ihateit.

i think i'm getting tired of myself. i feel like i am little pathetic plankton craving for krabby patty.

so bad, i'm missing persons. i dunno why. i miss them sooo much. T_T but, i think they don't miss me. :(

so sad. damn those friendster accounts! kuya didn't bother to add me up in his new account (because his ex-girlfriend hacked his previous account) even though i already sent him a message. what hurts more is he added up my sister. he didn't add me. hate it.

i admit it. I AM TOO POSSESSIVE WITH MY FRIENDS. but don't say that i am narrow-minded 'cause i am not. I AM NOT.

the truth is. i'm hating ~~APRIL 8~~. it will never be the same.

-xilux-

alone..:)

2007-04-12T07:06:00.000-07:00

No one is around except me. :) yey!

wooh. got an apple-liee lay-out. haha. so gurly! wee. eww.

ei.. i really miss my friends.. of course also my bloggie friends la. haha. love you all.

To my beloved WANDI class, i want to say sorry. I was not able to come to the reunion because i read the invitation too late. hope you had a great fun yesterday!

To those who keep on texting me, sorry i don't have load so i can't reply.

hay, boredom comes again. :/

as of now, i'm making a testimonial for my ate. hehe.

woohoo! Baguio! I'm quite excited! haha! pray that we will all have sponsors so it will be absolutely FREE!! haha.

oops. i can't say anything meaningful. can i speak about politics? huh? hmm..

alright then. maybe sometime! haha. i feel lazy to talk/write/think eh! haha.

Today is MIRO MAE's Birthday! haffee haffee burthdei! :) here's my gift!

PimpingYourSpace.com Rules!

oops! sorry for the 2nd pic. it's a bit porno! haha. oops.

from past till now...

2007-04-11T16:05:00.000-07:00

from past till now..
memories comes alive.
they linger on my mind.
if only i can bring back the time...
but it's too late..
they are just memories......of the past.

APRIL 8, 2007

Easter Sunday. Happy Easter!

anyway, i have a letter for my kuyaness- kuya don and kuya chi! happy 1st friendship anniversary. haha. if u still remember.

April 11, 2007

aww. today my classmate will go to Batangas!! i am supposed to go with them but Mom didn't allow me because i'm already going to Baguio on the 27th for the national concention of Squirettes of Mary Immaculate. It will be additional expense if i will go to Batangas. :)

oh, i forgot to say.. 1-D also have a reunion today!! hehe..

by the way. i miss blogging. haha. but i'm ~~lazy~~ to blog. my pc is too slow. hehe.

ahn-young!

holy week

2007-04-02T18:00:00.000-07:00

oooohh.. I have not post any lately...

my PC is in bad condition.. *cry*

anyway.. It's Holy Week.. I will be busy with my church activities. hooh.

btw, I and ate went to UST this morning for the confirmation of my enrollment. so long and tiring.. there are many future engineering freshmen students! haha. i'm one of them. ;)

good thing we are the one to choose our section and sched. i have chosen sec. 23 because i like the schedule. (morning sched) i have chosen volleyball for P.E. but i am planning to change it to "Arnis", a self-defense. hehe..

At first, I want to quit and plan to enroll for B.S. chem na lang because there are soooo many boys.. (heller! it's engineering! that course is usually for boys.) but i am convinced not to back out. i can do it! aja! haha..

oh, michael bulatao was with us. jam and izer also followed.

'til next time!

P.S.

Happy Birthday Kuya Onins! -April 2
Happy Birthday kuya Ichi-boy!- April 3

i'm tagged!

2007-03-27T19:50:00.000-07:00

woah! i've been tagged by hyaTt!!

syacks. haha..

I need to list 6 idiosyncrasies/weird/fact about myself..

1. I talk and play with my little cute stuff toy Garfield like he/she (gay) is a real friend.
2. I love singing at the top of my lungs even though I'm always off-note! ehemm, ehemm.. i don't have a good singing voice! >.<
3. I hate noise but i shout when there is tooooo much silence!
4. I can easily sleep in a room with hot temperature than with cold.
5. I get sleepy everytime i drink COFFEE.
6. I get drunken everytime I drink Calamansi/dalandan juice or eat chocolates! yahh.. oh, so weird..

Yeah, I'm done!

now, I need to have 6 victims.. and they are:
jaz
shang
mel
louieric
kara
nicole

;P hihihi...

4th day boredom

2007-03-16T14:17:00.000-07:00

4th day of ~~boredom~~. >.<

Mp3's battery was empty so i just borrowed a book from my classmate, Paola.

Anyway, it's "The Diary of Anne Frank". It is about the life of a thirteen-year-old Jewish girl and her family during World War II. Well, the book got my interest. I want to have a copy of it. I'll try to find one :)

I highly recommend this book. ;)

xxx

I have felt so strange with myself this morning. I have not talked to anyone in the classroom nor in the campus the whole mornig. What's happening to me? lol.

Btw, Mon2x and friends played "Dr. Quack-Quack". haha. It's so much fun! Me and other classmates laughed 'til our tummies ache! lol.

Guess who is Dr. Quack-Quack..?

It's no other than Mon2X! hihihi..

xxx

I plan to do many things this afternoon...

~~-update my bloggie~~
-download Fahrenheit songs (thanks ate jaz. ;)
-download Jay Chou songs (thanks ate jaz..--again!)
-do the photoshopping (lots of arts-to-do on my list)
-finish reading the Fruits Basket Manga (lend by classmate, Ashley)
-watch Naruto vol. 19 starting episode 129

xxx

Oh, I forgot to tell... Sr. Faith came in school.... hehe.. She invited us for a film showing 'bout life inside... and a seminar(?) for the incoming auxiliaries (hopefully, I'll become one of them) of Mary Help of Christians Crusade.

march 14

2007-03-14T01:43:00.000-07:00

it's already March 14.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!!!! Love you! ^^.)

i'm so booooooooooooooorrrredddddddd....
hehe... i can't sleep.. it's cool to chat with someone.. i'm learning and having fun. lols.

i am currently listening to "lips of an angel" of hinder. it reminds me of someone.. haha.

ParSci--No classes DOST-- has classes (aww.. sad..)

btw, i found out who secretly visited my blog, and actually, i tagged at hers. haha.

***
my fone is lowbat. my mp3, too, is lowbat. but i am still energized. lols..
***

what can i blog? hmm.

ahh.. yah.. anyway, this is the kyuut picture of kyuuuut dog..

name: Jinggay/chingks
age: 5 mos.
hobbies: biting hands and running fast with no direction(lolz.)
interests: playing with the other dogs and even cats! (but the other dogs/cats don't play w/ her..haha..)
loves: little children, dogs, cats, mama, daddy, lolo, ate vikka, ate net(househelp), cousins totoh, aeshah and sarah, and of course, ME! hehe..
fave food: CHOCOLATE(yes, chocolate!),ice cream and other sweets (i'm not kidding! 100%)
fave drink: softdrinks (not kidding again!)
unforgettable moment: the first time she saw a rat. she was astounded and can't move! she was surprised with that creature! haha.
embarrassing moment: when she didn't notice that thieves entered our house (it was december 3, 2006)

ok. i think this is enough.. haha. i have many pictures of jinggay when she's still a little puppy.. i'll just upload those sometime...c^^,)

whew..

2007-03-13T00:24:00.001-07:00

Someone(from Phils.) didn't tag when he/she visited my blog.. XD

I don't have classes today because it is the National Achievement Test (NAT) of the sophomores..
It's so booooooooring!

I've been facing my computer since morning. T_T
Out of my boredom I just edited my friendster account. But, there are just few new stuffs on it.

Someone, whom I considered DEAD already, texted me. Honestly, I 90% hate what she did.

Btw, i just finished my 2nd book, Conversion(A Poem Collection).. hai, the cover is not that good, I think.. because I got problem with my PC memory space so I can't edit it that much.
here it is....

No classes again tomorrow.. aww..

I need to memorize our grad song, "Carousel Ride" by my classmate, and the ParSci Alma Mater song for our clearance.. T_T It's kinda hard but I have 3 days to memorize it naman.

Btw, Sr. Adelaide informed me that Sr. Faith will come to our school tomorrow, but the school will not have classes.

I should go now and let my old PC have a rest for several hours. haha. I'm gonna use my PC later!

Maybe I'll be watching a movie or cartoon muna or gonna play with my pet, Jinggay. lols.

catch yah later!

2007-03-10T23:19:00.000-08:00

aww. it has been so long since my last update. T_T there are so many stories i want to share. but i think i can't recall all.

we, ParSci got only less than 30 days to spend before we finish high school. whew. we just finished taking the last periodical and achievement tests. whew.

what a relaxing weekend.. oops. i forgot. i have to finish the book cover for my poem collection.. aww. hope i could finish it tomorrow.

***
btw.. i think farenheit is cool. wow!

it was recommended twice(thrice?). at first i didn't give attention because i'm very busy. haha. but now, i like it. i don't care if i'm busy. lols.

***
btw, i have hust read that walt disney will launch their new disney production--> The Frog Princess..
quite cool huh.

the midnight cartoon in QTV is cute. kaso lang hindi ko naintindihan kasi nagcocomputer ako. haha.

***
A program (Diyos at Bayan) says that Comelec was now preparing for a CLEAN election this coming May.

I don't beleive it. baka naghahanda sila para sa kunwariang malinis na halalan. eh nung nagpaparegister pa lang sa COMELEC eh, ang dami ng dayaan.
kung sino pa ang tagapangalaga ng batas, siya pa ang lumalabag sa batas! tapos hahayaan at aalagan ang isang krimina?! hindi tama yan! tapos bibili pa ng boto?!

gising pilipino! gising Caviteño!

There is no chance for a clean election if we, citizens, will let those corrupt officials to buy our votes. Don't sell your vote! It's not only for your own sake, it's for the nation's sake!

kuyaness

2007-02-20T09:44:00.000-08:00

Since I met You I fell inlove with You

I desire nothing more in this world than to give myself to You as a victim of Your love

I love You Lord, yes I love You Lord, and I want to be a vistim of your love!

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February 18, 2007.Saturday

Deputation

nkita ko bigla si Kuya Don! wooh! gukat na gulat ako.. pati si ate Dimps ko! waha!!
lam ko kasi na kapag nandito na si kuyaness ko, masamang balita yun.. (alam niyo na, para sa isang seminarista tulad niya)

Hay, buti na lang power trip niya lang niya sa amin un.. hayy.. umatend lang pla siya ng formation sa Baclaran. hehe.. inamin niya nung Sunday.

Nung Saturday ng gabi.. mga 11pm, pumunta si kuyaness sa house.. waahh.. ang saya.. (xempre, lagi nmn msaya pag anjan xa) nagkwentuhan kaming 2.. malamang patawa ng patawa xa. hehe..

Sunday ngpunta ulit xa, mga 10pm! hay, khulet nga eh! mga 12 pasado na siya umuwi!
huhu.. nagbbye na siya..

-xilux- mgulo.hindi ko maintindihan. ang alin?

Things are changing-It seems stranging-You got your own life-I got mine-But you're always in my mind-Yesterday we were laughing-Now you're asking-If it's time to say goodbye- ='(

My LIFE is in YOU

2007-02-09T21:13:00.000-08:00

My life is in You

My strength is in You

My hope is in You

Is in You... is in YOu, my Lord!

"If you here His voice, harden not your hearts!"

"Malinaw ang tawag sa NIYA sa atin, tayo lang ang nagpapalabo." -Kuya Don

"Marami nang nagiging misfits sa mundo ngayon, gusto niyo bang maging isa sa kanila?" -Fr. Francis Maria

"Try GOD first, and you will lose nothing."

~corny ba? sa akin hindi.. many of the youths think that anything bout Him is corny, boring, etc.

Oh, if they only know, and if they only feel what I am feeling everytime I praise God!

I wish that everyone will always feel the real presence of God especially when at mass..

fellow youth, open your hearts, listen to His voice.. Harden not your heart!

I thank God for giving me the chance to attend ADORE 2007!

I was about not to attend Adore 2007 last Feb 3 and 4 because I was sick and had a fever then. But i convinced my mom to allow me to go! Feb. 4, i had fever again.. but I told mom that i would be well! so did I!

Bro. Albert(kuya angelo b4) said that God will heal me! so did God!

Doubt no more!

2007-02-09T04:36:00.000-08:00

ADORE 2007 pics!

The nuns are very busy preparing

Preparation for the Living Rosary

The Rosary made of balloons was let off in the air.. :D

i'm sick..

2007-01-31T22:44:00.000-08:00

I got Upper Respiratory tract infection again... >.<

***

I'm exicited to attend ADORE 2007!!! wee!

Hopefully, we can attend Adore 2007 on Feb. 3 and 4, Saturday and Sunday...

I believe you, I adore you, I trust and I have hope in You.. You are the bread from heaven, who gives everlasting life... hehehe!

2007-01-30T20:44:00.000-08:00

I'm not feeling well...

woohoo! i passed IE and Chem in UST!! weee.. thank God!! :D

PH

2007-01-26T21:41:00.000-08:00

It's so CooL!!
Lovely ah!
Beauty ah..

heehee..

Do I look like a Fanatic??

hindi naman.. :D

why is that so??

Many get in love with Princess Hours..

And so do I!!

OMG!!! one time i spent 2 days watching

Princess Hours! haha.. I so looove it!!

Ching!

c",)

2007-01-19T04:04:00.000-08:00

January 1, 2007

I slept around 2 a.m. because we celebrated New Year’s Day. Even though I slept late, I woke up early. I was left in the house with Lolo because Mama, Daddy, and Ate went to church.
After lunch, Daddy packed his things because he was going to Bicol with Tito Jun. Before he left, he gave me instructions on managing our small business, the bilyaran and amusement center. Though I used to manage it before, I still felt unusual because many things had changed since typhoon Milenyo struck our place. However, there was Kuya Hapon (whom I call Kuya Japs because it sounds better than Hapon), our helper, to assist me.
I went in the bilyaran and stayed in Daddy’s office there until 1 p.m. than I went home to take a nap. I woke 4 p.m. and then I returned there again and stayed until evening.
We closed around 10 p.m. because there were many people singing in the videoke, and we have to wait for them.

January 2, 2007

I was not feeling well. I couldn’t eat. I vomited and went back-and-forth to the comfort room. I also had a fever. I couldn’t take it anymore so Ate texted Mama to call. Because of the urgent need, Mama left the office early. As soon as she reached home, I fixed my self so we could go to the doctor.
At Casa Medica, Mama and I waited for so long for the doctor. The doctor was not yet around, and the patients were getting impatient in waiting for him. While waiting, Mama bought me porridge, Skyflakes, and a can of Sprite. I was hungry but, I didn’t want to eat. Anyway, I was forced to eat because I hadn’t eaten anything except for an apple the whole day. The waiting lasted for more than two hours. I got my turn to be checked-up, and I was diagnosed to have AGE (Acute Gastro Enteritis). The doctor advised me to stay home for three consecutive days.
When Mama and I returned home, Kuya Don passed by to lend us his DVDs and to say goodbye because he was going to leave tomorrow morning. We had a little chat. He saw my book, The Mass by F. Sionil Jose, and he said that he had had read it in the seminary. He also joked that after reading it, I could be an activist. Then he went home with Kuya Ichi.
Around 12 midnight, Ate and I received a text from him saying that he could not bring his cellular phone. He also included in the text that he was thankful for the time we spent with him this vacation.
I have cried because he will be far from us for a long time. And I am sure that I will miss him so much. I treat him as my own brother that I never had.

December 22, 2006

I didn’t get enough sleep, and I was tired because last night I went to SM Southmall to develop the pictures for the documentation of the activities of the YES-O (Youth for Environment and School Organization).
Today was our Christmas party, and I came late because I had to finish the year-end report. Anyway, I received a blue t-shirt as an exchanged gift. After the Christmas party, I went to SM Sucat with Paola, Mae, Avon, and Argel. As we stroll, we saw Paolo C. and encouraged him to join us. Then, we went to play in the kiddie rides in front of Tronix Imaging. Next, we went to Quantum to sing in the videoke. We already bought tokens, but we decided not to sing because there were many people who were hiring the videoke, and we hadn’t had the chance to touch the song book. We just used the tokens for different games there. It was my first time there, and I had fun.

December 23, 2006

I saw my black cat, Jonas, with a wound on the back of his ear so I immediately bathe him and I made sure that his wound was cleaned well. After that, I tied an orange necklace around his neck.
I rested the whole day. In the late afternoon, I played Ate Vikka’s green “Playdog” that she bought in SM Southmall yesterday. Ate kept on reminding me to take care of it because she did not want it to get dirty. I played with it carefully for I did not want Ate to be mad. I wanted to have my own “Playdog”.
Later, Mama came and, I stopped playing because I had to help in preparing dinner. When everything was prepared, I brought Kuya Hapon’s dinner.

December 24, 2006

We all woke up early dawn to attend the Misa de Gallo, and I was so happy because it is seldom that our whole family would go to church all together.
I was in my GBG (Gift Bearers’ Group) uniform because I was a server in that mass. In the church, I was hoping to see Kuya Don, my friend who is a seminarian and have stayed in Bicol for a long time. But there were many people so I didn’t see him. As I and my family were on the way home, Mama stopped over the fruit stand to buy Mangoes. While waiting, I saw a group of boys carrying a bandera krus (cross banner) which the GBG used as spot marks for the communion. I went after the boys and asked them why they took it. They couldn’t answer my question and returned the banner to me. I quickly returned it to the church with Ate because Mama and Daddy were already waiting.
In the afternoon, I was left in the house with Lolo, and since the house was cleaned in the morning, I just watch the movie Kingdom of Heaven, starring Orlando Bloom. It was a good movie. It was also educational. It was about the Christian crusade for the Holy Land. I really loved the movie.
Around 9 p.m., Ate and I went to the church to attend the Christmas Eve Mass. Mama and Daddy said that they would just go to church the next day because they were busy. As usual, I was in my GBG uniform and served in the mass. After the mass, Ate went home with the Pacurib family because I had had to stay in the church because I helped in arranging the baskets and boxes. I just went home with Tita Me-an, the servant leader of GBG.
When I returned home, someone rang the doorbell, and I was surprised because it was Kuya Don and Kuya Ichi. They gave me two teddy bears sleeping in the couch. Kuya Ichi also gave Ate a pink teddy bear. They stayed in the house for Noche Buena, and we talked about many things. As expected, Kuya Don told many funny things, and we all laughed.
I was very happy that day because I learned many things from the movie, Kingdom of Heaven, and from different people like Kuya Don.

December 25, 2006

We spent our Christmas here in our house. For years, we celebrated Christmas in Bulacan with our relatives. But Mama decided not to go there this year.
Early morning, Mama and Papa went to church. When they came back, many people came to our house to ask for Pamasko. Even those we did not know who they are came.
Tito Jun dropped by to get the refrigerated cake we made for her wife, Tita Elen. And then he talked to Daddy about their trip to Bicol.
I took a short nap after washing the dishes. I put my mocha “Playdog”, which Mama bought for me yesterday, beside my bed pillow.
At night, we watched Garfield 2. Lolo also watched the movie while munching on his favorite fish crackers.
It was a wonderful Christmas because we spent it together. Unlike when we celebrated Christmas in Bulacan, Daddy was not with us because he had to stay at home and take care of Lolo.

December 26, 2006

When I woke up, I helped Mama to clean the house. After cleaning the house, I had a rest and afterwards, I took a bath.
Ate and I went to SM Southmall because I wanted to open a new bank account, but I was disappointed because the bank was closed. I forgot that it was Holiday. So I just accompanied Ate in buying a dress which tired me up because we went up and down the mall for she can’t decide what she would buy. At last, she made up her mind to buy the white shirt in Pale Bleue and the belt in ME.
After buying, we went to the department store to buy Oishi Cuckoo Bag for Kuya Don and Kuya Ichi. Ate would give it to them because she knew that the two would like it.

December 27, 2006

I got an upper respiratory tract infection. And I hated it. My nose was clogged. I could neither smell nor taste anything.
As usual, Mama asked our help to clean the house. Ate cleaned, and I bathe the three dogs. After bathing the dogs, I took a bath. Then I brought Kuya Jun’s and Kuya Hapon’s lunch. I went home with Daddy.
After lunch, I washed the dishes. Then I slept the whole afternoon because I was not really feeling well.
In the evening, I ate a little because I could not taste any food. Then, I brushed my teeth and slept after watching T.V. with Mama and Ate.

December 28, 2007

I was still sick.
Daddy was supposed to go to Bicol today but it was moved on January 1 because Daddy wanted to spend New Year here.
Ate, with some neighbors, went to Comelec to register for the coming election. Because I was sick, I just slept the whole day. I woke up when Ate had returned home. Then I watched the movie, Click. But I did not finish it because I felt sleepy.
I convinced Ate not to go to their class reunion tomorrow because I thought it was not safe. Mama said to that it was not safe because I couldn’t go with her and she was alone and also because she had to go back to Comelec again to finish her registration. Finally she was convinced not to come.

December 29, 2006

Tita Me-an asked helped for the stuffing of Spaghetti Packages to be given to the selected families. The call time was 1 p.m. at the church’s water station, but I came 10-15 minutes early. The team was already complete but we could not start because the delivery of the Spaghetti noodles and canned goods were delayed.
We waited for the delivery for more then three hours. While waiting, I and Ate Julien accompanied Ate Myrle to their house. On the way back to the church, we passed by a fishball vendor. We stopped and, Ate Merly treated us fishballs and softdrinks. After eating, we walked again. Then a scramble vendor passed by and we bought scramble. It is alright to eat streetfoods sometimes, right?
When we arrived at the church, the delivery was not yet there. We sat by the water station, and then Tita Me-an bought food for all of us. (So much of the foodtrip) Then Fr. Theody got there by his red car. When he came out, he threw oranges and apples to each one of us. I caught an orange and said, “Thank you”.
At last the delivery came. We carried the boxes of spaghetti noodles, sauces, and cheeses in a room upstairs where we would pack it. We finished packing around 7 p.m. Then they decided to transfer the packages in the Multipurpose Hall because it was safe there. We finished relocating the packages around 10 p.m., and it was very late. We did not go yet because Fr. Theody invited us to eat dinner. At dinner, Fr. Theody told many stories. He was really a funny and jolly person.
After dinner, Ate Julien’s Parents offered us a ride, and they dropped us in our houses. I was really thankful then.

December 30, 2006

I woke up at 5 a.m. because Ate Julien, Ate Myrle and I planned to jog. But they didn’t wake up so jogging was cancelled.
I just took a bath and woke Mama as I would go with her to Alabang, Muntinlupa market. There were many people in the market buying fruits, vegetables, and meat for New Year. Mama bought ingredients for ube, 2 kilos of beef, a whole chicken, and fruits. I carried the heavy ones because I didn’t want Mama to carry heavy hand baggage. We passed by the Mani store and bought ¼ kilo of nuts, then on the store selling salt and bought a kilo of it. Mama said that it is lucky to have nuts, a jarful of salt, and something malagkit (sticky food) in New Year. Speaking of malagkit (sticky food), Mama forgot to buy ingredients for Biko. But I said that we could buy those in the talipapa (mini market) in our subdivision.
In the afternoon, we went to SM Southmall Supermarket to buy the other stuffs we need. The line in the cashier was very long so I lined up as Mama get what was needed. Then she returned with a lady guard saying that Mama broke a dozen of eggs, and we had to pay for it. The lady guard escorted us to a cashier outside the department store where there was no line of costumers. Well, because of what happened, we saved time. Even though we had to pay for the broken eggs, we did not have to wait in the long line. For me, it was God’s way to help us save time.
Lastly, we ate at KFC. I was in the Wash Area, and there was a little girl there. The girl could not reach the faucet so I helped her. That little random act of kindness made me feel better.

December 31, 2006

It was Sunday. The whole family attended the 9 a.m. mass. Like what I usually wear, I was in my GBG uniform. I was assigned at 9 a.m. mass and New Year’s Eve Mass.
After the mass Ate Dimples, my close friend in GBG, and I delivered the basket of collection at the Parish office. There was Kuya Don. Kuya Don and Ate Dimples shouted “Best friend!” and hugged each other. They were already best friends before I met Ate Dimples. Since then, I started to feel a bit jealous. The three of us went to the Our Lady’s Memorial Abode. They kept on talking. I also tried to talk in the conversation, but they were busy talking with each other. I was being out-of-place. Then Ate Dimples announced that she was using Globe, no longer Smart. Then Kuya Don also proclaimed that he was also using Globe and no longer Smart. They did not inform me earlier. Especially Kuya Don because he used to text me three days before. Then they continued on chatting. I just said goodbye and went home with my family. I started to think that they had been unfair, but I remembered what my classmate told me when I was in 3rd year, that there was nothing unfair in friendship. My feelings subsided, and I just let it go.
In the New Year’s Eve Mass, I was alone because Daddy couldn’t go because he had visitors, Mama couldn’t go because she was cooking, and Ate didn’t want to go because she was afraid of fireworks. It was alright for me as long as they would attend the mass on January 1, 2007.
After the New Year’s Eve Mass, there was a fireworks display sponsored by Bong Revilla and Lani Mercado. It was beautiful, but I did not like what they did. They spent thousands of money just for the fireworks. They should have used the money for helping other people.
Before going home, Kuya Don greeted me. I just gave him a big smile, and so with Kuya Ichi and Ate Dimples. Then Kuya Don and Kuya Ichi dropped by our house to get their Oishi Cuckoo Bag from Ate.
We waited for the New Year’s countdown, and our family celebrated it by watching the fireworks and celebrating Medya Noche.

abay mode >_<

2006-12-17T20:13:00.000-08:00

aisus! kahit kailan hindi ko inasam na umabay ako sa kasal! ahaha.. :D nga pala, ako si ate, at ang pinsang si BJ sa kasal ng kapatid nyang si ate Marivic khapon!

bakit gnun?

2006-11-28T22:45:00.000-08:00

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VESPERS

bkit ganoon? hindi ko mapigilan ang nararmdaman para sa kanya? mali ito. dapat nang tapusin ang lahat. pero hindi ko nga kaya eh. bakit ganun?

makita ko pa lang siya o maging ang larawan niya, ayan na naman. bumabalik ang narramdaman.

ang masakit eh, hindi niya alam ang nararamdaman ko. bakit ganoon?

sana wala na lang akong pakiramdam

iyan ang vespers ngaun.. hehehe....

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nako.. basta DEATH rather than SIN... sabi nga ni st. Dominic Savio..

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webpage ng BLUE TITANS

aminado ako hindi nga mganda kumpara sa iba.. pero ngawa ko nmn.. ata.. :D

MARK this Day

2006-11-16T22:14:00.000-08:00

MARK this Day

*MARK, MARK, MARK this DAy

eto title ng post ko kasi, dapat tandaan ang araw na toh.. nkakabad3p n araw.. at un din title ko kc knina c MARK, nung bumababa ako sa 1st floor lobby, nkatau sa mei gate ng DOST tas nakatingin sa akin tas kumkaway pa.. hagtaka ako.. kako, "teka, ako nga ba tlga binabati nia??" hehe.. sa pagtataka at gulat ko, hindi ko n siya nabati.. nahihiya rin namn ako eh.. hehehehe...

*Started with a death and ended with another death..

2006 is not a good year for my mom.. last January, she and her other siblings lost their borther because of HEART ATTACK. Everyone was SHoCKED. Everyone mourned, and some were still mourning..
November,2006,TUESDAY. they lost their another brother. Many cried, even I also cried when i heard that my uncle had a HEART ATTACK that lead him to death. So sad that DEATH came to him when HE WAS ALONE in their house. He was found dead Teusday,when my aunt came back from their province, but the doctor said that the heart attack happened on SUNDAY. So sad for my aunt.. they have no children, now there is no one left with my aunt..

why did these things happen?

*English Month

yey, english month na.. wee.. I belong to the BLUE TITANS! Nov. 15, 2006--On-The-Spot Drama Contest.. Black Spartans won.--congrats HAZEL!! bawi n lng ung 3 png grups..

*AnG MalaS Mo

well, as you can ReaD the title, "ang malas MO", obviously NOT me.. and NOT YOU, guyz.. hehe.. si santi(HINDI Santi ng IV-C ha!) yan!! bhelat nya! haha..
kawawa k nmn.. ai, cla pla.. ung mga lalaking kinoclose nia, baka maging warlock cla! JOKE! hindi nmn papauto un, la nmn siyang ConvInCing Powers...
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Haha, I AGREE (many also agree) with Reisha's decision regarding the transferring of A student to the other group.. The hurr.. There is no SUCH VALID REASON to transfer.. hehe..nagsumbong pa kay mam Bonacua.. (MARAMING NAKAKITA OK?!) Sana alam nia ang ginwa nia kung sino man siya.. with what she did, she just ATE HER/HIS (won't tell the gender, beh! teka, eh alm nmn ng lhat kung sino eh.) WORDS! coz, HE/SHE once said this F*cking lines.. "hindi naman ako parang bata na nagawan ng kendi at magsusumbong sa parents" huh.. now, tell me, sa ginawa mo, sino ngaun ang bata ha? hmh..

hahaha.. am i becoming so evil na? hehe.. sorry, it's HER/HIS choice to TREAT me like this, take the consequences.. bhe!

"ANO b NAMAN 'TONG KEYBOARDS NA 'TOH, SAGABAL!"

whoever said those lines, so sorry.. i'm sorry for you kasi jan ka nakaupo! beh! joke!! joke!!

*Too Much

hai nako, hindi ko nagustuhan ang ginawa ng isang tao (somewhere out there).. it's bad to lie to your parents and it's WORSE to COMMAND me to lie to your parents.. alam naman ng marami na ayaw na ayaw kong nagsisinungaling eh.. basta DON'T DO IT AGAIN... sinasabi ko sa iyo habang maaga pa(?) ---o too late na dahil nakasanayan mo na?

2006-08-20T00:28:00.000-07:00

*wala sa loob ng classroom ang tinutukoy ko dito.... wala rin sa mga links ko dito sa blog....

shiizzz.... dito ko inilagay ang lahat ng di ko nasabi/masabi sa 1 or 2 tao last week.. kasi ayoko na may masabing di maganda.. so rude of me naman baka may masabi akong hindi maganda... alam ko na masakit din ang sasabihin ko dito.. huh.. hayaan mo na lang dahil dito ko ilalabas galit ko...

.. sorry if my patience lasted because you have crossed the limit... sobra na...

pakapalan ba ng mukha toh? shizz... ai, di pala.. pabidahan pala... lam mo, di mo naman kailangan makialam sa bagay na di ka involved,.. shizz.. kaibigang kaibigan ka nga eh.. hindi, alam mo, namimili ka ng kaibigan.. little girl.. wla akong pakialam kung namimili ka pero sana hindi ka naninira ng friendship ng iba dba? at LITTLE girl, ang galing galing mo talaga kapag nanghihingi ka ng favor sa kin.. sobra ka na ha.. tst..tst.. tst..

one thing na napansin ko iba reaction mo nung malaman mo na friend ko si #2... i can read ur mind.. cguro alam mo namn na nababasa ko ung mga iniicp nio dba? kung mablilis ko ngang nhulaan ung ckreto mo dba? at tama ang hula ko dba?! bkit gnun, parang ayaw mo na kaibigan ko si #2?! eh ano magagawa mo, eh dati ko pa friend ung best friend nia? anu mgagawa mo kung mkipagkaibigan rin sia sa akin? shizz..

nga pala.. lam mo naman cguro kung ano ibig sabihin ng "secret" dba? bka hindi mo alam, un ung tinatago, hindi pinapaalam sa iba.. ok?

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#2

"loko ka kc eh! pinapagalitan m ko eh di nmn kta na2y!..."

hindi nmn kta pinapagalitan ah?! haha.. cnasabi ko lng sau na mali gnawa mo.. kung d ka ngseseryoso, dapat matuto ka.. haha..(galit pala seu ibng friends mo.. kaw kc eh) sbi ko sayo hindi ako galit... hindi mo p pa ko nkikita magalit... tama n nga.. aian tuloi, .. taong toh, ikaw ang mas maloko.. haha.. ah basta,...

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sorry ha.. cguro nagulat kau sa nabasa nio.. tlga.. yan ang nasa loob ko, sumobra na kc... naipon tuloi.. d ko nilalabas nararamdaman ko kaya naiipon.. at matindi tuloi pag inilabas ko.. sorry.. alam ko ginagwa ko..

2006-07-31T15:37:00.000-07:00

Again and again... classes were suspended because of the typhoon.. good for me because i still have something to do..
To ALL YES-O members:

We already have our first project. it is the feeding program sponsored by an anonymous donor..
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tagalog ang wikang gamit ko ngayon.

BASTOS ANG KANILANG MGA BIBIG (mga babaeng na hindi mgandang modelo para sa kabataan)
*ang mga di mgandang salita na nkalagay dito ay aking narinig lamang mula sa mga nag-uusap

Bakit gnian ang title? wala lang.. kasi kanina habang ako ay nasa sasakyan pauwi ng bahay may nkatabi akong 3 ale(nanay) na malakas na nag-uusap.. hayy.. ang lakas-lakas ng kanilang mga boses parang nasa bahay lang sila..

Ano ba ang kanilang pinag-uusapan? walang iaba kundi PLDT.. PLDT anu un? ang ibig sabihin daw nu ay, P*ke Linis Dating T*ti.. ohmmm..

nadumihan ang ~~inosenteng~~ isip ko at ng mga ibang batang nakasakay..

haha.. ang dami-dami pa nga nilang sinasabi eh...

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KAARAWAN

kahapon ay kaarawan ng mahal naming lolo... 75 yrs. old na siya.. nagkaroon kami ng isang maliit ngunit masayang salu-salo.. May pansit, kanin, dinuguan at cake..

hindi na kasi natuloy ang balak na parang reunion dahil, mukhang nalimutan ng mga kapatid ng aking ama na kaarawan na ng kanilang ama..

hai.. basta ako, mahal ko ang lolo ko.. kahit makulit yan (parang ako, hehe!) kabonding ko ata siya sa pagkain ng mga tsitsirya!...

2006-07-31T00:40:00.000-07:00

yazmin... salamat nga pala kei Pooh! eto n nga pla ang picture na sinasabi ko.. haha.. alagang-alaga siya oh.. tingnan mo, ginawa ko na xang voodoo doll! hehehe... ang bait ko noh?! haha,, joke!

2006-07-13T11:38:00.000-07:00

Random Act of Kindness

diba yesterday calsses were suspended?

At Lozada... I was the first one to ride the jeepney.. then oops! i saw a Nokia 7650 left on the passengers' seat... I don't know whose fone was that.. so.. what i did is browse its fonebook and then I saw his Mother's number tehn i texted her "Gud morning, naiiwan po anak niyo ung fone nia d2 sa jip. nkita ko po kaia hinanp ko num nio pra mkuha nio po ung fone nia. god bless po." (sumting lyk dat, di ko na mtandaan ung exact txt ko eh..) then the mother called and ask where she can get the fone. i told her to get it na lang sa Burger Machine namin.. kc alam nman ng mga tricycle drivers kung san un... i waited for the mother to come... mga 30mins ata ako naghintay?! hah, tagal noh..

Un pala, aba.. Schoolmate ko pla nung elementary ung owner nung fone.. hehe.. xe nkikita ko ung mother nia dati.. tas keia pla natagalan xe.. di ko lam eh.. hehe.. sta alm ko bagong opera ung mama nia..

His mother was thankful na ako ung nakapulot at nagbalik ng fone nia..

diba isipin nio n lang kung iba nkapulot nun.. isasauli kaia un?

Thank God...

2006-07-12T09:28:00.000-07:00

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Jul0906
Pagoda…

We went to Bulacan because they’re celebrating the Feast of the Holy Cross in Wawa.. sa tagalong, Pista ng Banal na Krus sa Wawa..

Whoo! Super dami ng tao! Hah.. pero nakipagsiksikan ako para lang makita ung Pagoda.. Sayang nga eh, hindi ako nakasakay dun.. ang saya pa naman batuhan ng tubig! Waha…

Pag-uwi ko sa bahay ng auntie ko andun si mama at ate.. galit nag alit sa akin si ate dahil ang tagal ko daw at may nalalaman pa akong papicture-picture.. hehe..

Feeling turista nga ako dun kasi kuha ako ng kuha ng mga pics gamit an gaming digicam.. hehe…

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Jul0806

Today is a great day! I,hazel, doris, gequi, jayzel, lemuel, etc. shared many stories, experiences, realizations, appreciations relating to God.. I really enjoyed it! azzTiiG!!!

God is so wonderful.. He’s so great! I really adore him!

I don’t blame Him for the misfortunes that I’m having.. and in fact, I don’t call it MISFORTUNEs coz I know that these things are happening for a purpose (and He don’t give us trials that we can’t carry)… I know I can surpass all the trials as long as I keep in touch with Him.. and as long as I trust in Him…

Oops! I have to sleep na.. we’re going to Bulacan tomorrow…… bka pagalitan na ko ni mommie…

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Letters…

This week, I received several letters from them. “Sorry”, ”Happy Birthday”, “Advanced”, “Belated” Those were the words I read from their letters.. Anyhow.. I’m not mad at them..

One thing I want to clear… hindi dahil galit ka sa akin eh magkagalit tayo.. magkagalit tayo kung galit ako sa iyo and at the same time eh galit ka rin sa akin..

I’ve changed. As much as possible hindi ako nagagalit ng basta-basta… It doesn’t mean that I’m angry if you see me frowning.. (di ba lagi naman salubong kilay ko? Hehe..)

I’m not angry.

Smile..^_^ haha..

i'm just a nobody

2006-06-24T19:49:00.000-07:00

I'm just a nobody...

A nobody that you take for granted
A nobody that you don't care for
A nobody that you CAN live without

But hey, don't you know
That I'm a nobody that values you so much
A nobody that really cares for you
A nobody that CAN'T live without you

...to be continued.

YaZmin MitO was the first one to read this poem... hehe..
this poem is for .... whoever that person WILL be.. (oo, will.. kasi di ko lam kung para kanino tlga tong poem na to... >_<)

2006-06-18T13:59:00.000-07:00

*coughs*

*sniff*

today is FATHER'S DAY.. happy father's day to your dads...

DaDi ko, hapPeeE dAdi'S daY..

*coughs*

err.. got cold and flu..

got a problem in our research... mei pinasa kasi ako na paper kei sir.. mei nkalagay "SQUID BACKBONE" haha.. eh di ba invertebrates ang mga SQUIDS?! eh di natural lang backbone un.. haha.. kahiya!

shocks.. it's really hard to be a group leader.. lalo na kung sa research..
anyhow.. i believe we can do it! sta tulung-tulong..

oh dba.. that's the spirit! ahaha.. tas maya-maya susuko n ako.. jowk..

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i miss someone... lagi naman eh.. ahaha..

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yesterday we watched The Da Vinci Code. i borrowed the dvd from a friend... i see nothing wrong about it naman because it's just a fiction and i fictions are imaginations of one's mind ayt?.. anyhow i don't have more to sya bout it...

2006-06-10T18:42:00.000-07:00

SCHoOL tIME...

1st week pa lng puyat na araw-araw... hehe..
wala lang..

lapit na ung upcat.. sa august na.. i'm planning to take AB Psychology... para if ever pwede akong mag-law.. dba stig..

pagdasal natin na sana maraming makapasa sa batch namin sa U.P....

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sobrang busy kaagad, di ko n nga nabibisita mga friends ko eh.. i miss them so much..

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nung junE 8.. wala lng.. IMPORTANT ung araw na un.. xe fRieNdsHip dAy namin un ng 2 kong budDy.. pero nKalimutan na atA nung IsA.. uNg lAgi ko pAng kasama.. hai.. tas ung iSa wLa DitO, nasa Bicol... aheckz..

wala lang.. nagdradrama lng...

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as usual nasa hulihan na nanaman ako.. wawa naman... ahaha.. sa graduAtioN ako huling tataWagiN.. tagal pa un.. hehe..

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ngA pala.. AuS na ComPuter ko.. waAah.. kaso wala na ung ibang mga pRogrAms like PhoTosHop... huhu..

2006-06-01T15:43:00.000-07:00

new lay-out.. another start.. hindi ko lang alam kung bakit ganito napili ko..

lapit na pasukan... haihai.. anu kaya.. wala lang..

malapit na rin ang 8th day of the month.. 2months na..

wala nanaman kwenta tong post ko.. la sa mood.. next time n lng..

2006-05-25T16:30:00.000-07:00

things come and go....

maraming dumadating sa buhay natin pero di lahat permanente..

mei mga darating pero kailangan din umalis.. pero di man kayo nagkikita nasa puso niyo pa rin ang bawat isa..

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May 18, 2006

umalis na si kuya don pumunta na siyang bicol.. missionary po siya dun.. mga 1 year siya dun titira.. it means 1 year ko din siya di makikita.. la siya dalang fone.. pero minsan nagtetext siya gamit fone ng isa niyang kaseminaryo..

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May 19, 2006

dumating ang isa kong kababata galing ilo-ilo.. wala lang.. nkipaglibing siya kasi pumanaw na ang kanyang lola..

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May 20, 2006

may karakol.. haha hindi ako sumama! nagserve lang ako nung mass.. si dadi flash sumama, lhat ng koa sumama.. haha.. men in pink sila kasi kulay pink t-shrts nila..

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may 21, 2006

fiesta dito! wala kaming balak maghanda pero may biglaang bumisitang Hapon.. kakilala ni papa..

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may 22, 2006

hindi na nagparamdam si dadi flash.. nagsimula ang aking pagkaparanoid..

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may 23-24, 2006

wala pa rin siya.. sooper paranoid na ako.. pessimist pa ako!

hanggang ngayon paranoid p rin ako..

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miss ko na sila.. miss na rin kaya nila ako? hehe...

2006-05-18T20:30:00.000-07:00

PARAMDAM

sa buong bakasyon.. wla nmang ginagawa ang mga tao d ba? bakit hindi nila ako dalawin sa kinahihimlayan ko? nakalimutan na nila ako? kawawa naman itong puntod ko.. madalang bisitahin.. nasan na ang aking mga kaibigan? multo n lng ako.. tsk..

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ewn.. pra aong aliping namamahay.. ahihi.. wlang maasahan kundi ako..
marese linisin mo toh, tpos un, pliguan mo ung mga aso, pati pusa.. pakainin mo ung mga aso, dalin mo na ung pagkain nung spotter, bili ka ng gn2, wla na taung gnun, linisin mo kwrto ni lolo mo, laban mo beddings nia pati damit, tapos isama mo na ung mga basahan... itapon mo na rin ang laman ng ihian ng lolo mo, tpos ung gamot nia..

(san k pa? katulong na, nurse pa! kya 2nd option ko s college ay kumuha ng nursing tulad ng dadi flash ko! tsk..)

ay, pan pa ko mkakgawa ng gust ko?! eh, la nman akong magagwa, pag di k cnunod ang mga mgulang ko.. hala, wla na mngyayari sa bhay.. hndi maaasahan ang kaptid kong wlang alm gawin kundi ewn... no comment..

pero kahit papaano ay masaya ang aking bakasyon.. nanjan c dadi flash ko.. c kuya don.. makita m lang ung dalawang un tatawa ka na ng gn2 HAHAHAHAHAHA.. mahal ko cla.. parang mga totoong kuya! khit gnun c kuya don.. at khit inaway ako ng gf ni dadi flash--> okei na, la na prob.. masaya..

hindi nagagalit ang tunay kong tatay dahil alm nman nia na ako'y hindi nkakapgsaya at ako'y tumutulong sa gawaing bhay..o di kya ako lng ang gumagawa ng gawaing bahay? haha, kung di ako masipag hindi nila ako papayagang mkipagkaibigan kina dadu flash ko at k kuya don...

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sa sunday ay fiesta dito..

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malapit na pasukan...

wla..

2006-05-05T04:34:00.000-07:00

kmusta ang bakasyon? haha.. hai..

msaya xe barkada tym.. mlungkot xe and pc ko.. naghihinalo.. hahaii.. pano na ako?! lagot!! hai... virus.. xp... windows.. ewn.. lahat ng files.. wla na..

syang mga poems ko dun..

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pinagkakaabalahan..

hala, cge meeting dun, serve dito, prusisyon jan... busy sa church... pero masaya...

cge la pc.. cp n lng.. txt txt na lng.. cno ktxt mo? ako hahai.. c dadi flash ko lng.. minsan c kuya don and ate julien.. mga churchm8s ko poh..

dadi flash is rily fun to be w/.. isama moh pa c kuya don... dadi flash, sweet---> chckboi.. haha!! kya cguro lagi inanaway ng misis (gf) nia.. haha.. friendly kc--> sa BABAE!! haha!!

sana mkilala nio clang 2...

d ko n nkakatxt c ate dimple, busy xe sa skul... pti c kuya jaykee.. minsan lng ata unli..pti
c vi, c ate susie, c faith.. mga ayw ata mgreply!! hahai.. nyowk..

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nga pla.. nag b-day c ate.. 18 na xa nung april 26.. 3-part celeb.. 1st: bago niang cp 2nd: hnda nung aprl 26 3rd: handa nung 29 dun mga friends.. masaya nmn.. humabol lng ako xe nsa seminar ako..

nga pla.. bukas nasa seminar ulit ako...

nga pla... nung may 2.. ngswimming ang barkada dito.. dun kmi sa soldiers 4... tinuruan ko c ate lumangoy.. aun.. di p rin gaano mrunong.. madugo.. xe mei tumama ulo.. dugo.. ouch! laki ng sugat.. shep! tas mei ghost xperience pa kmi dun sa bhay ng tito nla jam! hahai..

nga pla.. may 21 fiesta dito!! la lng..

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mei insomia na ako.. di na ko mka2log ng maaga cmula nung holy week.. minsan antok n tlga ako pro d p rin mka2log...

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ai, bumisita ung kpatid ni lolo from bicol.. c lolo pecto (perfecto) wla lng.. masaya.. pumunta dn cla tta lenny, ank nia.. grabeh, mga singkit ... ako, cngkit b ako?

mei family outing kmi.. d pa nga lng alam kung 2loy.. xe dpat may 14.. eh di pwede c papa elction ng home owners(?) sa bagong silang.. isasama p nia ko.. kasi nga...

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tinatamd na ako.. ge.. nxt time ult.. sana maaus na pc ko..

woah..

2006-04-19T01:55:00.000-07:00

hei guyz.. sori no upd8s.. busy kc nung holy week.. dme activities sa church woah! d ko pa mkwkweno ngeun...

mei 9-ball tournament nga pla sa bilyaran namin..
hehe la lng/..

weit lng.. SERVER PLA AKO!!! ngaun!!! waah!!!!

2006-04-11T09:30:00.000-07:00

April 10, 2006

everything was fine.. everyone is already at peace! right?! it's a good news!

Vacation started.. so far.. so busy.. nyeh.. lalo na poh ngeung holy week, dami trabaho sa church...eun.. xpect na lagi na nasa church..

speaking of church.. churchm8s nman tau.. hehe.. c kuya Don!! la lng.. clasm8 ni ate koh nung elem napumasok sa seminary.. la lng.. masaya un kasama.. kaso lng laging nang-aasar.. lagi ako tinutukso kei ewn..nyweiz ndi pa poh un ung topic.. sta tuwang-tuwa ako pgkasama koh cla ni kuya FLASH..

c kuya FLASH ay kuya kong chickboy... pwede sa chick, pwede sa boy.. JOKE! kuya FLUSH na twag kohsa knya xe sbe ni kuya Don nging FlUSh daw xa xe nlunod dw poh xa sa CR kya late sa lkaran.. sbeni kuya FLUSH bebi dw nia koh kea bebi tawg nia sa kin.. haha.. kunin nga nmin xa na clown pra sa bday niate.. hehe.. (joke lng poh KUYA FLASH! peace..) wag kayo.. mgaling tumugtog yan.. mei intro nga clasa investiture ng KoA sa May 13 eh.. dba kuya?! hehe..

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ewn talk.. coz it's HIM!
They say it's an LQ.. but i don't call it dat way coz we're not lovers..!?! it's a plain misunderstndingbet friends.. him and i.. nung malamn ni kuya don tungkol dun, lagi na nia tuloy ako tinutukso s kungcno man poh cia.. yaw koh sbihin name nia.. huwai? kc ouch nmn tlga ung gnawa nia eh.. masakit kya un..mga lalaki tlaga.. hmph! ^_^ joke.. sta.. tampo koh sa friend kung un! ndi koh poh un crush.. waha..lagi nlang cnsbe.. whaever...
tas eun.. ngsoRRy poh ako kc nainis ako sa gnawa nia.. (khit xa ung nkaskit..)pro okei lng nman sa kinna ako ung magsorry.. ang masama poh nian eh, aba, dinedma ako... garbeh, hirap manligaw.. a BIG joke!eh kc nman eh.. di poh ako nkaktagal ng mei kasamaan ng loob.. waaahh.. keia khit di ako mei ksalannako na mauuna mgsorry.. (aian bagong concept koh yan..) and nyweiz... xempre sorry un w/ a heart..kaso dinedma tlga koh.. daig pa nia babae..(shh)
ewn.. bhala na nga cia.. Holy week p nman.. d mganda mei kagalit.. haii..

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SPoRtS and Business
hehe.. mei Pool na kmi.. (pool, ung prng billiards na laro).. la lng..
tas mei 9-ball tournament poh kme.. gagnapin sa Monday.. eun.. mei Class A and Class B..
Prize: Minesotta Fats Billiards sticks.. (mali ung spelling ng minesotta.. d ko sure..)
tas mei perya na nmn pla.. eun.. hehe.. la lng..

March 29, 2006

FEELING EXPERT day.. bakit? kasi feel ko computer technician ako... sukat ba namang butingtingin ang loob ng C.P.U?! hehe.. kung anu-ano kasi pinagkakalikot ko sa loob ng C.P.U ko.. grabeh! butina lang maganda ang resulta.. hehe.. naayos ko na xa sa wakas tapos na ang matagal kong problemasa computer koh.. hehe.. (thank you nga pala kei kuya FORD ko!! pinahiram niya ako ng modem. waahhh)KASO lang.. hindi ako makagamit ng Yahoo!Messenger... huhuhu.. mei prob pa kc sa pc.. nye?!
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nagkaroon lng kc ng onting prob sa health ko.. (sta.. wag neu na lng tanungin kung anu un.. ung ibalng kc mei nkakaalam nun)

Speaking of..

the pain is here.. again.. (yes, gang ngeun.. pro kaya pa nman..) i thought it was my.. you know..kala ko nga hindi na ako aabot sa bahay eh.. buti na lang nagkasabay kami ng ate ko.. tapos bumaba kami sakami sa church.. pray kami kpara sa qualifying exam niya sa accounting bukas..

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Let's talk about POLITICS...

hehe.. lapit na election (para sa mga mayor, councilors, etc).. dami na ring kumakalat na mga paninira sa mgaofficial sa magkaibang panig.. mei mga letter ng paninira kasi na kumakalat.. (of course hindi un totoo,xe paninira nga eh, dhurr!) nkatanggap ng isa si daddy... puro papuri sa isang official at paninira naman sa isapa.. eun..
hindi ko pa cgurado kung tatakbo ako sa S.K... kasi si daddy eh.. hehe..

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How about LIFE?

well, one think i really want to say bout life is... live life to the fullest.. wag nang mag-aksaya ng time sa mgabagay na walang katuturan.. spend your time wisley.. always do the best.. coz you don't know when your story will end..dapat as early as now you already know what "LIFE" means..
"You will learn how to live when you learn how to die" -Morrie Schwartz

Water bombing

2006-03-18T14:34:00.000-08:00

water bomb...

khapon sa Physics mei game kami.. batuhan ng water bags.. dapat masalo moh at di mabutas ung plastic.. partner ko si marvin.. wala lng.. masaya.. nabasa ako.. madami ring mas nabasa kesa sa akin.. pinakamalala ung kay inah.. nkainom pa siya ng tubig.. kadiri daw.. oo tama siya.. kadiri.. bakit? kasi ung tubig galing lang sa cr.. eeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwww...

wala lng...

march 14

2006-03-15T17:27:00.000-08:00

holyyy craapppp!!! dami pang gawain,.. it sucks.. heehee.. mlapit na nman matapos school year eh...

March 14

it's my mommie's burthdei!!!! HAPPPYYYYY BIIIRRRTHHDAYYYY!!! hehe..

yesterday is a very wonderful day.. hehe.. ewan.. masaya lng ako.. sooopperr!! why?! sa akin n lng un.. hehe.. after mangyari nung mga nangyari, i saw a rainbow!!! waahhhh.. ang saya... mei meaning un!! hehe..

i met my mom and ate sa sm.. hehe.. ala lng.. we juz bought a cake... heehee.. as usual, ung gusto ni ate binili.. hayy.. ala lng... nahiya nga ako kei ma xe bnibgyan nya ko ng money khit ndi ko kailangan.. hehehe...

sta.. masaya khapon... la lng... heehee.. i can say everything is going fine...

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thanks God!! love you!

2006-03-12T19:57:00.000-08:00

wala akong pinapatamaan.. sorry ka kung maguilty ka...

mei mga taong kala moh cla lng ung mei krapatan.. pano kya kung sbhin ko rin na "i'm juz marvic nd dat's ol at wla kaung karapatan na magalit sa kin at sa gnagawa ko!" di mo gets? sorry ka.. kung gnyan sasabhin moh sa kin pwes u really don't deserve good things from me.. dude, if you think i'm bad bahala ka na..

let me tell evryone who is MARVIC THERESE C. VILLOSO...

siya ay isang simpleng tao, simple lang ang nagpapasaya sa kanya.. Mga KAIBIGAN (do i nid to mention kung cnu-cno? cla zue, shang, a.p.,bianx, mel..... and i can also say baylon) hndi ko nman poh kailangan imention lhat xe alam na nla un.. ung mga taong yan, kpg kailangan ko ng tulong khit d ko na sbhin sa knla, bgla nlng susulpot tas tutulong.. hehe, salamat..., FAMILY, mhal na mhal ko cla.. bkit? xempre.. nd bukod sa pamilya ko cla, mahal n mhal nla ko.. mhal na mhal ko cla.. ewn.. mhirap sbhin kung bkit..

pano b mkisama ang isang marvic sa tao? mabait ako sa mabait.. masama sa masama.. mataray sa mataray... mapgkumbaba sa mpgkumbaba.. gets?!

eh kpag c marese k na? mhal ko na ung tao... lyk cla zue, twag nla sa kin marese.. kc part na cla ng buhay ko... ipagtatanggol cla evrytym... tutulungan sa oras ng pangangailangan...

eh sbi nung iba.. pano ung mga tumtawag sau ng therese? hehe.. di ko lam kung bkit therese tawag nla.. haha,...

kelan b ngpapakumbaba c marvic?

kpag lam nyang kailngan nung tao ng katahimikan.. pro kpag d nmn deserving ung tao sorry n lng...

eh c marese?
everytym...

klan k ngpapatawad?
c marvic kpg lam nyang sorry TLAGA ung tao..
c marese kpag sorry ung tao..

gets mo ung difference?

enough na ung Q nd A portion.. nxt tym n lng sasgutin ung iba..

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khapon mein reunion kmi.. tsaka ko n lng kwekwento ung nangyari.. pro masaya na ewn...

i'm breaking my silence...

2006-03-12T18:58:00.000-08:00

+R.I.P.+

i'm breaking my silence...

tama na kc... nanahimik na poh ako.. pro salamat p rin xe poh concerned ka poh.. (whoever you are)

sorry is back..

saying sorry doesn't mean that you're a loser... it poves pa nga na you' re brave enough na pra matanggap ang mga pngyayri.. nd it doesn't mean na ikw mei kasalanan.. it means na gusto moh lng na itgil na kung anu mng kguluhan yn at gusto moh na ng katahimikan.. once na mag-sorry ka, dpat cguraduhin moh wala nang hatred or what sa puso moh..

eun lng..

2006-03-11T00:00:00.000-08:00

+R.I.P.+

anu ba yan?!

2006-03-10T20:33:00.000-08:00

ano ba yan?!

bumisita ako sa mga links koh.. ang may na discover nanaman ako.. ano ba.. nkakasawa naman poh.. pkitigilan na... dba sbe koh R.I.P. na ako?! salamat sa concern kung cno k mn poh.. and kakilala moh poh pla ako.. and sbe moh-->kilalang-kilala.. thanks sa concern pero tulad ng sabi ko.. R.I.P. na ako...

patay na ako.. nananahimik na poh... please ung iba rin dyan tumigil sa kaiisip ng kung anu-ano.. okei?! end it up... please...

+R.I.P.+

galangin ang mga yumao na...
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slamat na rin pala sa advice ni shang...

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SWERTE sa KAMALASAN....

hahaha!! lapitin tlaga ako at ang computer ko ng.. KAMALASAN! hindi ko lam.. lang usb port.. lang burner, tapos nasira pa ung mode.. nakisabay pa ung Drive-A.. swerte noh?! hmp!

dami asigns.. projs.. waahhh,.. pamatay!! grabeh!!!

tas ung SUN koh nawawala.. hmm.. nasaan kya un noh?!

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UKAS ay SABADO...

may mini reunion sa bahay.. nyehh.. as if i care?! hehe joke!! ung mga pupunta tom, first tym ko p lng mkikita eh.. ya eun...

cge na,..

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Landing Structure sa Physics..

haha.. asintado ako.. shoot ung egg.. sa LABAS NG LANDING STRUCTURE nmin, resulta: BASAG! hehe.. pro okei nman nung 2nd try..
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ala na..

+R.I.P+

2006-03-10T04:39:00.000-08:00

Hei shang.. juz got your request.. hehe,, ala lng.. mei arrows na yan..^_^ wabshu fwend! thanks nga pala ult...

2006-03-08T23:04:00.000-08:00

haaaaaaaaahhhhhhh...

I"M RESTING IN PEACE so don't dare to disturb me.... *_*

wuuussshhhhhhhhh.. time for myself and God... pabayaan nyo na ko..

2006-02-27T10:08:00.000-08:00

ho...well..

no classes again.. ^_^

urrmm... ala lng..

we should be brave enough t face our fears.. no need to use other names or to hide names if your brave enough...

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all i can say is i HAD been a BIG STUPID for not noticing the BIG world.. i had been stupid bacause i let myself dance in a small world.. samall world in havoc... where all things that are there are meant to be ruined... i failed to notice that there's a big world where all things are made to be cherised..

those fairies from that big world (which is more likely a big paradise) came to took me in their place and now i'm leaving that small unlikely world...

but it's hard to leave coz i'm starting to love chaos(a BIG JOKE dude!)
i like to leave..

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the man and the butterfly

someone said he will die if someone will keep distance from him.. but he will not die if the butterfly that keeps on following him will stop and will keep distance from him.. he said he will do anything just to have that someone back but not the butterfly.. why keep on insisting to someone whom you don't deserve? why not just pay attention to those who is willing to be with you?

he didn't gave attention to the butterfly.. the butterfly found a new world and forget about him.. but he didn't gave attention to the butterfly.. but time passed he realized that thatn someone was not the one he needed because he didn't know that the butterfly was what he needed..

but he can't have the butterfly back because the butterfly had found a beautiful paradise (what the butterfly really deserves)..

they said that the man don't have anymore the right to have the butterfly back because he had not learned to love that butterfly.. he is not worthy to have the butterfly because he took it for granted...

*end*

if someone find a grammatical error in the article---> don't mind it.. coz i'm not good in grammar.. and i'm in a hurry..

2006-02-26T09:46:00.000-08:00

"there is no need for an outpouring of words to explain oneself to a friend. Friends understand each other's thoughts before they are spoken."-by Susan Polis

someone tagged this to me... thanks! but i can say that it's not true to me.. yes in some cases.. sometimes,no.. most of the times if I feel happy bout someone I don't show them that i am happy instead i show them that i'm angry or sad... when i'm sad, i show people that i'm very happy.. reverse psychology ayt?! that's why i'm telling you it's really hard to determine what my heart shouts pwera na lng kung gusto ko talaga iparamdam sa tao un...

i can say i do have different reactions and opinions that keeps me away from everyone that's why i really have to explain to them one by one, detail by detail...

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GROUND BREAKING

(ang panghugos -- Noli)

ala lng.. mei ground breaking xe ngeun dun sa church namin hehe...

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unexplainable..

lasr night i talk to someone from above... i felt different... sharing lng!
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last night...

beginning of a new story...

someone opened a new storybook.. i can see and i can feel na sa cover simple lng.. but i know when you open it maganda ang nilalaman..

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ang dating ako, ang bagong ako at ang laging ako..?

dati..

years ago... alam ng lahat kung ano ang nasa loob ko..

ngayon..

akala ng lahat alam nila ang nasa loob ko pro ang totoo hindi tlaga un ang nasa loob ko..

lagi..

masasabi ko na mahirap akong intindihin.. akala mo naintindihan mo pro marami ka png hindi naiintindihan..

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isang araw.. maynagtanong sa kin kung ano reaction ko sa isang pangyayari.. sbi nya "hindi ka nasaktan dun? sorry daw.." sbi ko "ha? hindi ah.. bahala na xa" sbi nya "bkit naman?" sbi ko "manhid na ako.."
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MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS..

dapat lng.. kaya nga un lang inaasikaso ko eh... kung gusto mo makisali bumili ka ng shares.. o kaya mag-invest ka.. (hehe.. no joke..(?))

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Mga lumalayong bagay, tao, mo ano pa man..

mei nagsabi na lumalayo na xa.. bka nman hindi nya tlaga kailangan lumayo, icpin mo na lng na wla un..

mei iba-ibang pananaw ang mga tao sa kanilang sariling buhay.. opinion nla ito kaya walang tama, walang mali.. kc opinion lng.. opinion--> nirerespeto yan..
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may dapat pa ba akong sabihin o may dapat pa b kayong malaman?

pkosabi lng.. maikli lng ang panahon..

"Learn to value other's time.."

shep

2006-02-24T15:45:00.000-08:00

HARD TO BREATHE..

kanina pang umaga toh.. shep.. hindi na natanggal.. mas lalo pa atang lumala..

hindi ko maintindihan.. hindi ko alam... ewan...

pro kahit ganun, hindi pa rin nya ko pinapabayaan.. totoo un "when God closes a window he opens a door".. promise.. lagi kong nararamdaman pagkalinga nya sa akin..

ewn.. hindi nya ko pinapabayaan.. khit okei lng sa kin ng mag-isa ako laging mei dumarating na kakilala ko.. feel ko tuloy everytime na umuuwi ako ng mag-1 mei mangyayari(though possible naman tlaga un..) tas laging napipigilan ung masamang mangyayari xe mei pinapadala si God..

wait: masakit pa rin... ayaw talaga matanggal..

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PROM Postponed!

hay.. it was moved to march 4.. parang umaayon sa isang pangyayari.. hmm.. akin na lng un.. xtension nanamn b?

PROM ng EASTERN!

hay, ung public skul dito sa amin (Eastern high) prom mamya.. manood kaya ko? hehe.. ala lng.. pwede nman kc kahit cno manood kc dun lng cla sa covered court sa amin.. heehee..

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woah.. KUYA DON2x..

kanina sa skul pagkatapos ko mkipag-usap sa 1 clasm8 at 1 skulm8... pauwi na ko.. kasabay ko c izza xe la xa kasama.. tas nasalubong ko c kuya don2x.. hinahap c ate G... SHOCKS! pano nakarating sa pque yan?! hehe.. gulat ako.. and bilib rin ako xe pumunta pa xa dun sa sdkul pra lng kei ate G... wow! sayang kasi nkauwi na c ate G.. (magkaaway ata cla.. hmm.. LQ?!) eh lowbat xa.. la naman ako load.. naawa ako kaya pinahiram ko muna battery ko sa kanya.. hehe.. tas umuwi na ako.. heehee...

wait: cge maya na lng ulit cguro.. m not feeling well..

bakit part 2

2006-02-22T20:17:00.000-08:00

BAKIT PART 2..

bakit mei mga taong makikitid ang utak?
bakit mei mga taong mahi;ig makialam sa buhay ng mei buhay? hindi ba cla contented sa buhay nila?

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PARA SA IYO

para sa iyo toh..
payong kaibigan lang toh..
tumayo ka sa sarili mong paa
kung matatag ka
lumaban ng mag-isa
hindi na kailangan maghanap pa ng iba
wag mong pakialaman ang di sa iyo

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iba na toh...

kapag cnabing la nang oras, paawat k na.. wag nang magpumilit pa.. kasalanan mo na tinanggihan mo toh nung una.. take the consequences....

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iba ulit...

kung gusto mo talagang maayos ang isang bagay gagawa ka ng paraan... hindi ka dapat pangunahan ng takot...
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iba na naman...

minsan la ka nang pakialam sa mga bagay2x.. pero pinapakialaman ka pa nito...
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iba...

wala nang pakialaman.. kung gusto mo ng kapayapaan..

BAKIT KAYA GANUN?

2006-02-21T21:06:00.000-08:00

bakit ganun? sometimes, most of the time, always.. whaevahh.ople misunderstand you? can't i live normally? pwede bang pabayaan na lng nila ako?

bakit ganun, kung kelan mo gusto, ayaw nila at kung kelan ayaw mo na tsaka pa nila pinagpipilitan?

bakit ung iba hindi naman kasali, nakikisali? pwede bang humanap na lng sila ng sariling buhay nila?

bakit ung iba hindi marunong umintindi? pwede bang isipin nman nila kahit minsan ung nararamdaman ng iba?

bakit ung iba makasarili? pwede bang tigilan na nila ang pagiging manhid?

bakit ganun, naghahanap ka ng kapayapaan bibigyan k naman ng kaguluhan?

bakit ganun, kung kelan patapos na buhay mo at ayaw mo na, pahahabain pa?

ano ba ang dapat matutunan? ano ba ang dapat malaman?

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Hindi nyo alam kung ano ang meron ako.. hindi nyo ko naiintindihan... hindi kayo marunong umintindi.. la akong pakialam ano man ang gawin nyo.. basta't wag nyo lng ako pakialaman.. pwede ba?!

Kung mei gusto kang sabihin sa kin sasihin mo na agad..at baka hindi mo na ito masabi pa kahit kailan.. sinasabi ko sa yo, wag mo sayangin ang panahon na nandito pa ko.. kung alam nyo lng.. kung alam nyo lng kung anong meron..

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dapat kang matauhan.. ako natauhan na-->matagal na.. gumising ka, wag ka magpakabulag sa makasariling pag-iisip mo...

2006-02-17T21:16:00.000-08:00

when you feel like a bullsh*t...

damn those people making others bullsh*t... you can do it.. i know you can... they can't bring you down... haha.. d ko gusto yung word na BULLSH*T..

okei ba?

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okay change topic...

when you broke a jar, you can't put the broken pieces back to its original shape.. right? friendship is like a jar, once you broke it, you can't bing it back together like what it like before..

WHY CAN'T I FORGET It EVEN THOUGH IF I DO REALLY REALLY WANT TO FORGET IT?! I DON'T WANT IT IN MY WAY!

duhurrr... know what?! i'm being open to my friends.. i tell them what i feel bout them and i confront them if i ever feel hurt or if i hurt them unintentionally...( i can't help it.. i hurt people UNINTENTIONALLY everytime they hurt me... ) i'm open coz i want them to be open to me..

i'm so tired... tired of saying sorry.. tired of being here.. tired of living... i even ask Him "whn will my mission end?" ... i know i'm near to my finish line... yes it's near.. i almost accomplish it but then He extended my race track.. why? what does He wants me to learn before i get to my end? i know He has intentions or maybe He changed my directions...

back to the broken pieces... nevermind..?

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i was ONLY EXPLAINING IT... I"m NOT OPENING the TOPIC AGAIN.. honestly i WANT TO THROW it.. so?

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STOP those synthetic butterflies from invading your paradise...
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angry? no...ata
mei hatred ba? ewan...
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thanks for being here...

hapee valentayns dei...

2006-02-13T13:15:00.000-08:00

ano bang meron sa valentine's day??? ha? pwede nyo b sabihin kung ano?

tsk..

2006-02-10T18:22:00.000-08:00

dis past 2 weeks.. soooper iba ata ako.. kasi kahit hindi ako dapat magsorry nagsosorry ako.. la lng..

la kami pasok ngayon SPECIAL LIBRARY WORK day daw.. kaya pla tambak ng school works...

grabeh may kasalanan na naman ako sa computer namin... nauninstall ko yung modem tapos hindi ko mainstall ulit kasi hindi na pwede ung cd installer ko sa bahay..

may flash media installer na pala ako.. thanks to tito Ronald... pero hindi ko pa naiinstall...

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enigmatic thoughts are back... i dunno why..

naguguluhan na naman ako.. ayoko na sana isipin at balikan yunng bagay na yun.. pero biglang pumasok ulit sa isip ko.. parang gusto ko tuloy ibalik un dati... pero hindi dapat...

dapat pinapahalagahan ang mga kaibigan kahit minsan hindi kaya ng friend mo na ibalik sa iyo ng taong yun...

masaya ako dahil mei mga friends ako...

***

it's gotta be a long weekend... but a very busy weekend..
tomorow, punta kme sa bulacan.. sunday, mei lakad kme ni mama?, monday meeting sa social...

noh ba nangyare this week? hmm.. lam ko kahapon badtrip ako.. kasi nakalimutan kong isuot ung ribbon ko. incomplete uniform...

tpos isang buong week namin kinukulit yung isa naming friend na sumama sa prom.. pero ayaw niya talaga... =(

nakalimutan ko na..

mei friendster account pla ung RUBICON!! wooh.. addict! idol! tsk....

bout sa prom?!

hehe.. ayoko nga ata umattend dito! pero pinasama ako ni mama at ate..
heehee..
last day katext ko c kuya eric.. ala lng.. napag-uasapan kc namin ung prom.. ^_^

grabehgosh!!

ay nga pla.. ashtigg!! dame na bagong songs sa videoke namin.. hehe..^_^

@_@

2006-02-05T18:33:00.000-08:00

ala lng.. mei bagong crew pla kme sa burger machine..

makulit.. patawa pro minsan corny.. graduate xa sa PNHS nung high school.. teacher nya dati c ninong nick ko.. hehe.. la lng..

normal day.. pro pumunta ung tito ko.. buti d nya ksama bagong asawa.. hmph.. (bad ko noh? coz can't take it..)

sa feb 10/11 punta kme bulacan.. 40th day xe ng pagkamatay ni tito dowell ko.. ala lng..

la ako load.. la nman katext eh.. heehee,,,

nope.. i DID it!

2006-02-04T14:47:00.000-08:00

heehee.. ang grades ko!! OHMEEGOSH!!!@_@
wooohh... akala ko pamatay!!

d ko pa pla nkwkwento.. hmm... i'm running for secretary sa student council.. uy, hindi ak nag-volunteer,..! kinuha lng ako i Raissa 3-A.. m hapee coz mei trust xa sa kn..

malakas dw ung kalaban.. pro lam ko kaya yan, magtiwala lng sa sarili at sa isa't isa.. wag mamaliitin ang kapartida..

hmm.. nung una hindi ko pa alam kung cno campaign manager namin... pro nag-bloghop ako.. si ate SuSZiE pla.... ahh.. okei.. okei....

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mei mga tao na trato mo sa knila kaibigan pero di mo alam cla maglalaglag seu.. --- --- through the years you've been together you put all your trust to her not knowing that she's in disguise... friend mo xa.. bkit ka nya minamaliit? la pla syang tiwala seu.. ano tingin nya sa sarili nya? popular at ikaw hindi pra sa bagay n eun?? tingin nya ndi moh kaya?! gotta prove her that she's wrong.. trust urself.. pro wag kng mgalit... dpat nga masaya ka pa.. coz some1's trying to bring you down--it means na magaling ka...
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xenxa na sa ibang nakasulat dito....

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4 VIANNE:
ui. brue!!! hahaha.. tpos na ung racing.. result? wag muna tungin.. huhuhu.. okei ung race car ilang beses k tinry sa sala namin at sa platform sa school.. pro ung racing track total opposit! grr.. opposite direction sa wind tapos rough surface.. huhu.. wawa.. iyk.. kahiya..

bout sa expenses... don't ask.. bhala na..

eun lng..

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BaD 4 Me..

mi tito is planning to live in our house..
okei lng nung una..

pro.. san cla tmatutulog?.. dun pla sa room nmin ni ate.. ayaw ko wempre.. tas kme nla mama sama-sama sa sa isng kwarto.. tas ung kwarto pa nla mama mas mliit kesa sa kwarto nmin.. anu un?! hayy..

ang mas malala pa ung ksama nya ung bago nyang asawa.. i don't lyk her.. she's not lyk my tita na mabait and she doesn't even talk to us...

h8 it... =(

another missed opportunity

2006-02-01T19:07:00.000-08:00

sayang... d ako nkaabot.. s nkapasa sa requirements.... pro i stil pray na maconsider.. goodness.. i rily want it.. i'm wiling to do it... woah... badly desperate...

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lang nag-tag.. bkt kya? hehe... wawa,,,...! iyak! huhuhu...

oh mee gosh...

2006-01-29T00:40:00.000-08:00

oh mee gosh.. nanganganib ako... hayy.. para akong nasa gilid ng bangin... kakayanin ko pa kaya toh?! hayy... nakakapagod pro wg susuko... sana.. kaya yan...

psychotic threat?

2006-01-26T21:26:00.000-08:00

puyat...

i want to sleep.. want to sleep.. sleep... want to...sleep...

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i hurt myself.. i scratched my right arm, i scratched my right chest... why? i dunno.. and i don't bother to know why... it left a long wound..

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this morning.. in the classroom... i sat quietly.. i look around our noisy room, i turned my eyes up,down,left, right, up and then down... my mind is empty, no... i know i'm thinking 'bout something.. but i don't know what's that something...

i felt different, it's like i don't know the people around me.. i don't know them...
the room is noisy but it didn't annoy me... i don't know why.. it's unusual...

i looked around(again) left, then righ.. my seatmates are gone.. asan na?

i shouted at my classmate.. i know it's wrong.. but i didn't know that i did shout at him til i saw all their eyes are on me... i shouted at him coz he's looking on my blueprint---he's laughing at it...

i didn't mean to shout at him...

i stood up and get a book in my locker, my classmate smiled at me... i just stared at her.. 'coz i can't smile.. i don't know why..

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para akong baliw..
i'm just not in the mood lang pala after all....

IrOnIC

2006-01-25T03:05:00.000-08:00

another day..

very ironic...

there's a traffic a jam when i'm already late...
hayy... tlaga sooper..

i got the cd but i don't have the ryt version in my comp so i can't install it.. wooh...

i lost P300...

test results? hmm.. humm.. umm,...

group projs? hmm.. i dunno.. i've been busy searching for a geom book (heehee.. ako leader.. huwaattt?!) i've been busy making the blueprint for our balloon-powered race car (it will probably won't work..) hehe lang tiwala)

well.. believe you can... xempre dpat pra mabuhay sa parsci..

any probs? hmmm... ewn.. heehee,...

NOTE: still enigmatic

tigil ka muna saglit at mag-isip ng mabuti...

2006-01-23T23:29:00.000-08:00

there are things na indi tlaga pwede pagpilitan...

yah.. okei lng.. ibaon sa limot.. lunurin ang nakaraan..

magulo, mahirap masakit....

pgkatapos ng galit mei inis..

kpg hindi inilabas magiging manhid...

NOTE: enigmatic thoughts...
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pareho nga kme.. pwedeng mawala anytime...

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mahirap... magulo.. masakit--------sa mata at ulo kpag ang testpaper na napunta seu ay malabo...

2006-01-22T02:13:00.000-08:00

wait.. finish reading first before making any judgements, comments or what...

okei, i'm a bad girl..you may think i'm bad......... yahhhhhh.. i hurt you.. iwas hurt too.. i know you know that.. i'm hurt... really, really hurt... i didn't intend to hurt you anyway.. but it's like an animal instinct that when its hurt, it fights back.. no.. honestly... kung gaano kta nasaktan mas grabe nramdaman ko dun noh...

oo, cguro nga lumagpas na ako sa limitations... ewan... sumobra nga cguro ko.. i admit naging sensitive ako.. yes suuuperr sensitive... why?! ewn.. coz sa tuwing mag-usap tau ung mga sinasabi mon na "sinusubukan mong maging close tau".. i don't feel it honestly.. oo naging jealous ako... why?! xe parang the more we say that we'll be close the more nga na nagiging close, nagiging CLOSE KAU NG ISA KONG CLOSE FRIEND.. HinDI AKO.. eun un eh.. okei... oo naiinggit ako xe KAUNG dalawa ung ngiging CLOSE.. prang teka.. teka lng ha.. bkit ganun?! hga?? bakit kaya.. prang dba dpat tau ung mging close?! prang dbe kc ako ung gusto kng mging CLOSE or Best?!

okei dahil dun hindi na mangyayari yun.. yes, xe la na.. dba?! cra na ung very very very weak bond ng friendship ntin.. na khit anong subok na patibayin eh hndi magawa-mgawa,...

oo ung isa kong close friend ang aalis.. yes FOR A MONTH! for goodness.. lam mo kung bkit mei hinanakit ako?! dhil ung d ko nkasama ung close friend kung un nung last day nya and at the same time hndi kta nakabond nung araw na un! why?! bcoz kaung dalawa MAGKASAmA.. ayt?! pano na lng ung isa neu pang CLOSE FRIEND?! aun, nasa isang sulok super sama ng loob dahil bakit xa nawalan ng lugar sa mga itinuturi nyang CLOSE/BEST friends..

oo ilang months n lng aalis k na rin.. kya ba gus2 mo spend ung tym w/ my 1 close friend? panu na lng ung isa pa nyang close friend na gus2 k rin mging close ha?? panoh na lng un?! ah kc ba mei 27days pa nman akong magiging lamang kaysa sa kanya? na sa loob ng 27 days na un mrame taung mgagwa pro nkaccguro k ba na sa 27 days na un magkakasama tau? eh panoh kung hindi.. ang akin kc na i want to spend time w/ YOU and W/ my CLose friend.. (cguro nga mali ako sa part na toh..)

CGURO NGA.. you don't feel COMFORT from ME?! nd HINDI magaan loob mo sa akin kesa sa kanya.. cguro nga MAS MAHALAGA XA.. ramdam ko nman un eh/.. oo..! Kulang pa cguro lhat ng ginawa kong sacrifices and ung mga pagwowory ko seu lge.. lam moh ba un?! pag ng-oopen ako s kanya(ung close friend na tinutukoy d2) 2ngkol seu ?! na hindi ako mkapagsalita sa harap mo na kya xa ung nagpapaalala sa akin ng mga sasbhin ko evrytym na mg-uusap tau.. hindi mo nga naaapreci8 lht ng gngwa ko.. ewan.. hindi ko lam.. Kailangan ko rin ba UMALIS o MAWALa para iparamdam mo rin sa kin ung pinaramdam moh sa kanya?! eh panoh kung sabihin ko na kaung DALWA MAS MALAKI PA ANG CHANCE NA MGKASAMA NG MTAGAL KESA SA AKIN?! ha.. for BOTH of u hd been UNFAIR so UNFAIR...

Hndi ko lam kung ano cnabe nya seu bout me bago xa umalis.. of course i want to know... tingin moh ako nagccnungaling?! ibig sbihin you dont hve TRUST on me.. cge xa lang PANIWALAAN moh XA lng! dba sana nilinaw moh muna rin sa akin ang lhat bgo ka naniwala na sana tinignan moh BOTH sides pra malaman ung totoo.. ANG SAKIT! TRIPLE, MAS grabeh PA sa SAKIT NA Nararamdaman MO! ouch.. whatever! goodness sooooooper gulo..

OO, CNO NGA BA AKO pra PUMAPEL SA BUHAY MO?! wlang gagawing tama?! sa lhat ng ginawa ko WALA PA LNG TAMA! sakit! cguro nga lhat ng gawin ko seu MALI! PABIGAT LNG PLKA AKO SAU EH! sana cnabe mo dsati pa, dba tinanong ko na un seu, sbe moh hndi, sana CNABI MO NA LNG UNG TOTOO..

Nagsisi ka kung bkit mo cnabe ung mga cnabe moh sa akin dati?.. NAGSISISI NA RIN ATA AKO KUNG BAKIT KO GINAWA LHAT NG SCRIFICES NA un.. SOOPER SAKIT! ANG SAKIT!

TUMI?GIL na ako?! okei.. titigil na.. xe lhat nman ng gwin ko mali pra sau dba?!

yah, i admit nging selfish ako! ako mali xe ndi kta inunawa! hndi ko alam nd ndi ko intensyon na maging ganun and kya ako nging gnun cxoz nasaktan ako!

hindi ko alam....

sorry kun nasaktan kta, sorry kung nasasaktan kta...sorry kung masakit ung mga cnabi ko...................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

at ako na lng magsasabi sa srili ko na "SORY KUNG NSKTAN K NYA< SORRY KUNG D KAU NGKAUNWAAN" i nvr heard a REAL sorry from u..

sorry..

DecEmBeR meMoRieS...

2005-12-22T07:11:00.000-08:00

WOOOWWWWWW!!! fooDtRIP!!!!!

mgA aNgHeL na WaLanG LanGiT...

LiwaNaG...

RemSy, ate suSZie, vIannE, MarviC...

hehehe!! i'm with the interns.. harrharrr!!

eto nanaman ba ako? sorry..

2005-12-20T21:56:00.001-08:00

to a very SpEcIaL friend: sorry kung gan2 nanaman ako...

ewan.. ndi ko alam.. ndi ko rin maintandihan ang sarili ko... nagseselos nanaman ako friend... eto.. nun ewan.. nkalimutan ko na susulat ko.. kc mei gnawa na ako.. pero as usual nabura sa comp ko! lagi n lng gan2.. malas ako! pero hindi un ang focus... i've noticed you've changed... pro nkit gnun.. ewn.. i want to.. pro d ko pa rin feel na friend mo ako...? bkit? ano ba.. ganun pa rin pkiramdam ko... nung christmas party sa skul.. akala mo lng masaya ako.. pro hindi.. nkangiti pa rin ako sau khit nasasaktan ako.. sorry kung ngiging selosang kaibigan ako sau... kya cguro ako gan2 sau kc nkikita ko sarili ka sau..(honestly)..ewan.. mgulo bsta... nung christmas party ng water.... ung sa awards..okei.. ndi mo lam ung mga awards na un.. okei lng.. ndi nman awards habol ko eh.. pro ung thought na "uy, nkatulong ka marvic! salamat sau.."..naicip ko 2loy.. kulang pa ba ung gnawa ko?? all my life ang gusto ko lng appreciation sa akin.. na na nag-eexist ako.. na akala ko mararamdaman ko dito sa Water.. haha.. mali pla ako.. npakatanga ko pla...nkita mo ko nung cnabi ung award.. nkita mo ko mluhaluha... kya cnabi mo tandang-tanda ko pa.. "oy, bukas may awards pa.. mas special!..", tumatak sa icp ko.. bkit? kc umasa lng ako.. dumating yung bukas.. la nman.. ang saya2x ksi ayan na..!! lam ko cnabi mo un pra ndi ako madown lalo..pro sorry.. lalo lng ako nadepressed.. kasi umasa lng ako lalo..(anoh ba toh.. naiiyak na namn ako.. bkit ba ako lging umiiyak pgdating sau?)sana ndi mo n lng cnabi un.. okey lng nman kc eh.. pinaasa lng ako.. sorry ha.. kung ganto na naman ako.. hindi ko na sasabhin pa cguro ung iba...kasi sta... ung sim bngay ko seu xe tuwing tntxt kta la ka load.. eh yn unli na yn.. thanks gnamit mo.. pro after 2 days d k na ngrereply.. lam mo b tuwang-tuwa ako kpg ngrereply ka.. eh d mas lalo na kpg ngtxt ka khit d ako ngtxt!... cguro nhihirapan k na mkisama sa akin.. sorry,,.. ndi ko lam kung bkit. pro sau at sau ko pa rin hinahanap ung kalinga ng isang kaibigan.. hndi ko lam kung bkit.. ewn.. pro prang lam ng isip at puso ko na seu ko mraramdaman un.. cguro nga ndi ngeun,.. pro kailan? hayy.. hndi ko pa rin feel na friend mo ko.. prang ganun p rin.. u take it for granted.. hindi ko lam.. bkit sau p rin ako lumalapit..? sorry. oo, friendship don't grow overnyt, it's lyk a flower that takes tym to bloom..but how can our friendship bloom if u dont giv it tym? sorry ha,.. kung abala ako sau.. sorry.. ='( sbe mo you're jealous of pipol hu hav deyr some1( loved one, best friend, or fam or god).. but don't u remember u hav marvic as a friend? marese who wants you to be a best friend?... sorry kung nasaktan kta sa cnabi ko?.. sana nman lgi mong tatandaan you have someone here for you!

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uyy ung oct 6 post ko errends nklagay.. mali un.. typo.. errands dpat!!

hay, nkuha na nmin allowance.. kso november lng.. la pa sept and oct.. okie lng yan!

glit p rin adviser nmin.. pti journ teacher nmin galit sa amin.. mga manhid xe halos lhat ng clasmeyts ko..

nung Christmas party ng water(grr.. yaw ko toh maalala).. pro mei memorable tlaga na nangyari.. un ung nagFOODTRIP kme nla agatha, darryl, marvin, vianne.. uupload ko sa friendster ung ibang pics.. bka bukas.. xe ngmamadali na ako..

thanks to Vice Mayor Edwin Malvar.. bnigyan nya c dadi ng mga oranges tamang-tama xe mei sipon ako.. hehehe..

sa 24 punta kme bulacan..
bukas christmas party ng outreach nmin sa malipay! sama ko ate ko.. invite ko c jam. hehe..

sana matuloy reunion nmin... mag-eEK daw kme eh...

cuz ko excited maxado sa conert ny sa march! ininvite b nman kme agad?!

oops! i almost forgot! m,ei game pla Achilles ngaun.. i promised my friends na manonood ako! ge, hahabol pa ako!
wusshhhhhuuuu..

mood: depressed
music: Ironic

humm.. huuhh.. uhhmm..

2005-12-11T20:00:00.000-08:00

why am i so dead?! huh??!! whatever..!

woahh... ngaun lng ako cnipag mgpost.. so busy... but i'm inspired by someone/something upd8 my blog.. nyehh..

Nov. 10
November.. English Month... ayyy... gabi na naman uuwi... hehe.. saya.. iba ung groupings ngaun.. pang encantadia ata.. Earth, Air, Fire, Water.. sa Water ako..! anoh kaya mangyayari dis year?! ^_^

november thoughts...

sayang hindi ako nakasali sa debate.. =( hayy, sayang.. pro okei na eun sa akin.. cguro it's not meant 4 me.. sbe ko noon ndi ako magiging active sa group nmin xe nga ngtampo ako noon.. hehe.. pro kbaliktaran ang nangyari.. eun.. full support ako.. nyahii.. ^_^

saya nga xe nging close ulit kme nila zue, reisha,paula-->mga close ko nung 1st nd 2nd yr ako.. ayii..
eto pa.. mei new friend ako.. si ate susie.. leader nmin.. hayy.. sta.. super haba ata ng kwento..

december na...

december 8

huuhhh.. ang drama! umiyak ako.. ewan.. prang napuno ako nun.. medyo nging sensitive din ako nun.. xe whatever.. hindi ko lam kung kwekwento ko pa.. tanong neu n lng sa kin.. (baduy ko ba?!!) sta.. SPECIAL ung date na yan!

cge.. tatapusin ko pa ung noli ko.. pati rin ung mask ko.. ipapakita ko sa ineu ung mask ko kpag mei time..^_^

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2005-10-27T18:47:00.005-07:00

still can't find the "thing" i've been searching for my whole life.... but then they say that don't search for it for it will be the one to search for you..
tlagaba?!..??

haha.. la akong paki... ewan.. badtrip ako... grr.. naiinis ako.. bit nga ba?? ewan ko.. yaw ko magkwento tungkol sa khit ano ngaun.. hayyy..... sta, mei isang bagay na ngpabadrip sa akin...!!

kainis..!!!

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